Jun. 9th, 2016

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Oscar Isaac and Jessica Chastain attend AFI FEST 2014 opening night gala premiere of A24’s ‘A Most Violent Year’ at Dolby Theatre on November 6, 2014 in Hollywood, California.

ok ok but she’s wearing a bubble wrap dress??
i know i don’t understand Fashion but it’s the first thing I noticed even though those are two Radiantly Beautiful humans.
I don’t know what to do with this brain either, people.
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I forgot expired film was used in lomography. I have a holga that I’ve used and enjoyed how the photos came out because I’m like hipster lite. >.> (do understand that people probably don’t want that for their baby photos though)

oh yes. i have a holga. i Get It, I really do.

(For extra funsies, cross-process your film– buy E-6 process slide film, anything ending in -chrome, and then have it processed C41, regular old color process. Your blues and greens all go weird and neon, and your reds pop unnaturally. it’s a wild trip.)

I feel so bad for the kid in these pictures though because it’s like. 25 rolls of film. it’s like every christmas. there are multiple babies’ first trips home from the hospital. did these kids grow up with no photos of themselves. the naked baby in these photos is definitely a driving, voting adult by now, and possibly has her own kids already, and like, were there just never photos of her before the digital era????

well now she can make up for it by being a super hipster!!
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A video posted by @bomberqueen17 on Jun 8, 2016 at 2:11pm PDT

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Chain drive of the C41 machine’s dryer. In three minutes if the film isn’t out I gotta go in after it. Wish this damn thing wasn’t so busted. I spend a lot of time staring at this thing and pleading with it.

SPOILER ALERT THE FILM DID NOT COME OUT AND I HAD TO GO IN AFTER IT AND IT WAS A SHITSHOW.

Two rolls of goddamn film it ate while I was fucking standing there, on two occasions, urgh. 

I got a great comment on facebook from a bike enthusiast, who told me i ought to take that chain off and clean it and re-lube it, and she bet that’d make the whole machine run better. And i thought about it. 

Said biking enthusiast, I remember now, used to skate derby with me, back in our first season when we didn’t know what the fuck we were doing, and I was not only present for her career-ending injury, I caught her as she fell, with a really shocking spiral tib-fib fracture, and that’s one of my enduring memories. One of the ways I know the sounds a human body makes when it breaks! I’m not going to reminisce over it with her, though. Her leg was clearly not leg-shaped; she broke it standing, and then fell afterward, and I went down with her because I could see instantly that it wasn’t okay. Everyone else kept going and I had to start shouting for help before they stopped the scrimmage; we were all rookies and we didn’t know what to do.

(They tried to take her helmet off, couldn’t get it off because her mouthguard was attached to the chinstrap and she was biting down so hard on it. She made some horrible gasping whimpering noises initially, but went silent as they evaluated her, and didn’t scream until they tried to get her skate off. Then she bit her lips bloody and asked if they could get her back over the border to her native Canada before taking her to a hospital, out of terror of American hospitals not accepting Canadian insurance. But they do, for the record; if you’re Canadian and you get hurt in the US, go to a hospital, they will sort it out, it’s okay.)

(She’s okay now and started skating again, after six years, for a new league that started up over the border, and I meant to go see them and never did.)

Anyway, I just Went to a Place, you’re welcome. 

That’s one of those experiences that made me really sympathize with that one interview, where Oscar Isaac was talking about mining his own experiences for acting inspiration, and thinking, am I crazy to do this? but i can’t not do it– I can’t tell you how many scenes with badly injured characters I have written from that moment of horrified realization as I held that woman’s shoulders and helped her down to the ground.
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oh my buddies, I have Lomo Dianas, that’s how sad *I* am. <3

I was mildly into both low-fi and high-tech photography for a hot minute but then I worked at this photo lab for long enough (… seven years? more?) and now I’m like WE HAVE DIGITAL CAMERAS WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS ARGH. Which is too bad! I mostly handle our antique cameras, photographing them for sale either on Etsy or eBay, and so I could probably buy any cutesy little box camera I wanted for dead cheap. (I took every one of these pictures and wrote all these listings. This isn’t me shilling, though, if you buy those I have to find them in the hellhole that is our back room, ugh, don’t, LOL.) I have two cute vest-pocket folders, one a Kodak Autograph of some sort that takes, I dunno, 116 film or something hopelessly unavailable, and the other is a nice prewar Bessa or Voigtlander or something that takes 120, and I’ve shot like. Two rolls of film ever with it. (Both at a WWII re-enactment, as it happens!) Because it’s a pain in the ass and I also own a $1200 DSLR rig and a dozen excellent lenses. (Including a GINORMOUS long telephoto I’ve literally used one time, to take a lackluster photo of a turkey vulture right as it peaced out.)

So like. Mostly I take pictures with my phone. As one does. I respect The Process but mostly it’s a giant pain in my tit and the mystique is gone. (SERIOUSLY. Like once upon a time in photo class unspooling the film out of the developer tank and hanging it up to dry was SO EXCITING and you’d look and see that you’d taken PICTURES and oh the REVELATION and yeah I don’t feel like that anymore ugh fuck this shit.)

Also my hands smell like C41 developer and I can’t wash it out, after the day I had today, and if I never smell film chemistry again it’ll be too soon. :(

I mean. Not to be a Grinch. Some of that is bog-standard anhedonia, I used to rush home from every trip and throw my memory card into the computer and gaze in joy at the photos I’d taken, and this time I’ve been home 2 weeks and haven’t even looked at the pictures yet. Surely I took some good ones but I don’t… care, and that’s the problem. I should go do that.

This is me kicking myself in the pants to go get my camera memory card out. DO it, self. DO it. There are photos of baby pigs on there probably. Come on you had to fling the camera into the chore truck to chase the piglets and it’s a miracle nothing got broken, you suffered for those photos, at least LOOK AT THEM. Ughhhhh. 
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Blue Benn diner, Bennington VT-- you can't see it but we're eating a fried doughnut. like, cut in half and fried on the griddle. SO GOOD.
Evisceratin', in the Evisceration Chamber. Don't it look fancy now! Much better than our old space, which looked like a horror movie. This one has a window! and washable, up-to-code walls!
This is the new, fancy Kill Room, but before any action, so no gore!
Half an hour away. I had no idea. Vermont is like, right there you guys.
the wide wide lens makes this look like a less-tiny space than it is, but my sister's knees are touching the opposite wall of the play house. I fit into this space, but the door was narrower than me.
Doesn't Farm Baby look noble? Note the froggie boots. And the wall behind her, the looming facade: built 1789. Nice!
obligatory greenhouse shot
new chicks! did u kno they mail them as day-old hatchlings? all arrived healthy and alive!
Piglet, drinking!
Buddy that is not how a food trough works, you are not a food.
Farm photos! I did it, I got my memory card into the computer. These are unedited because that’s all I got for now. 

Farm baby! Baby piggies! Baby chickens! And chicken processing, but not gory photos. One shot is of the Evisceration Chamber but you can’t see anything gory– the thumbnail where everyone’s backs are to you contains chickens In Processing, but no visible gore. No other photos have any dead things in them! 
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I’ve seen it happen, just like that, but with a sewing machine, not a serger. It would be fine for a few days and then start doing it again. Once it was the thread getting caught up somewhere and then when the thing with the hole in it (no idea what it’s called) went up, the thread came out of the needle. Another time we had to oil the machine and leave it for 3 days for something to loosen up. In the middle of sewing a quilt

Between sewing machine woes and work film/printing machine woes, I wish I were in any way mechanically inclined.

I wonder if there is a specific branch of witchcraft for this sort of thing because I need to become a practitioner of that.

(I got a couple of books on witchcraft but it all seems very… made-up, and I happen to be extremely good at making up things, making up things that are very truthful, and a lot of the things I am reading don’t have that ring of truth for me? and it’s. I don’t know. It doesn’t resonate properly. I am trying. As in all things, I am constantly on a fine line between being serious and kidding.)

(I am seriously worried that my serger wants a blood sacrifice though. NO, dude. No!)
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griddled donuts are the bomb!!! also i keep picturing farmbaby and that brown piglet having a miyazaki adventure

Farmbaby has had a few adventures with those piglets. Just now, though, they are pastured quite far from the house, so most days she does not get to see them. (There exists a great video from when the piglets were three or four days old, though, of Farm Baby counting them and then wagging each of their tails for them. She can count to forty! Just not in order.)

In huge progress, though, she is finally, finally learning to be gentle enough that she can play with the baby chicks. She’s good with the adult egg hens– they’re big enough, four or five pounds including feathers and all, that she can’t hurt them– and she’s actually fast enough to catch them if they’re not on alert. But the chicks– she loves the chicks, but as a Tiny Child she would grab too tight, and so we usually didn’t let her, for fear of hurting them. Now she understands a little better. And the Crotchety Old Grumpy Lady Cat (Beans, the tortoiseshell floof) who before used to only tolerate her while she was asleep now will actually willingly sit next to her. Last time I was there, Beans actually licked Farm Baby, affectionately. This had never happened before, and Farm Baby was astonished; she hadn’t known about cats’ sandpaper tongues! 

This is what happens when your two-and-a-half-year-old hands finally advance beyond the GRAB EVERYTHING AND PULL stage and you finally learn what “gentle!” means. It means baby chicks, and kitty love. 

I have mentioned that the farm has an Instagram, right? My sister updates it pretty frequently. I sometimes go look at it for Zen purposes.
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jesus christ lady it’s taken me two weeks to finish your film because our machine sucks so much that i have to stand there and personally babysit each roll and also i work part-time so when i’m not here nobody does shit. i wrote you this morning to say it wasn’t done and two hours later you want me to mail it back to you but in those two hours what do you think i was doing? yikes. 

sorry you got stuck in the queue behind Madame APS Orgy O Rama but christ sakes. 

and don’t whine at me that you’re worried your shit will get damaged, do you think i’m babysitting this fucking machine for funsies???

oh yeah IT WAS THIS LADY’S FILM THAT THE FUCKING MACHINE ATE
can you fucking believe it
she sent me, to be fair, seven rolls, and I got all but one out fine, but the last one– THE LAST ONE– I was standing there, I put it in, it beeped for a while like it does, and then the card got stuck in the first crossover tank!!! the developer tank!!! there’s no way to save it when that happens!!! I have been lovingly, painfully coaxing cards of film through the tricky dryer all week and THIS IS THE THANKS I GET come on. FUCK. now I have to eat fucking crow and be nice to this lady and OHHH UGH i really want to lie and say “idk it just came out blank i can’t think how this happened!!!” but that would be dishonest.
I CURSED MYSELF by whining, y'all.
*rolls around on the floor*
*wails, gnashes teeth etc*
For serious, though, just fucking take digital pictures!!! save us all this agony!!!!
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pentapoda:

Some people have resting bitch face. I feel like Malachite has resting murder face. It confuses people that she’s also the sort of parent who hangs all her kids’ crayon drawings on the fridge and never takes any down no matter how crowded it gets. 

Uh, if dragon people had… crayons. Or fridges.

GUYS. I THOUGHT THIS NEW BOOK WAS GONNA BE A STAND ALONE BUT IT’S THE START TO A THREE BOOK ARC. A THREE BOOK ARC THAT HAS MALACHITE. AND STONE. AND MOON FAKE-FAINTING ON EXHAUSTED JADE TO TRICK HER INTO SLEEPING. A++ WOULD RECOMMEND.

For the uninitiated, a 5 sec fandom guide: Raksura are shape-shifters with interesting politics, reversed gender roles, very sharp claws, and a lot of found-family themes. And dorks. 

I recommend the books (links to a rec by me and to the author’s website).

It’s only a two book arc! The Harbors of the Sun is the next book, and it’ll be coming out next year. (It’s finished, ready to go through editorial.) And thank you! Malachite definitely has resting murder face.

Whoops, only two books! My wishful thinking was speaking. :D THOUGH I AM DELIGHTED TO HEAR IT IS DONE. 

I am rereading Edge of Worlds today, to get myself in the proper spirit for the 3WorldsTravelers fic exchange, and I am delighted to know it is two books. I mean, three books are better, but the suspense! the suspense! to know it wraps up in two eases the suspense!
but I hope there are an endless supply of Raksura books beyond that…
And YES– I LOVE this kind of character, and they’re rarely allowed to be moms!! Utterly terrifying badasses, and also completely devoted. Somewhere in some hidden nook Malachite has a shelf completely stuffed full of every drawing, macaroni art, rag doll, and school project any of her children (and that includes Shade and Lithe) ever, ever made, and Woe Betide anyone who ever, ever, ever mentions it. (Touching any of it would spell instant death. She would kill you with her MIND.)
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Ah, I’ll never forget the fics I read when trapped under a sleeping baby. I didn’t even have a smartphone when child 1 was born, I had to balance the computer and navigate one handed while she fed and if I sat down in a rush and couldn’t reach the computer there was NOTHING I COULD DO

Ha ha! Yes, that is very nearly the worst, I would imagine. As an auntie, it’s not so bad if that happens because it’s much less common. I’m one of those people who always Has to be Doing something, and it’s worse when I’m at my sister’s because there’s always So Much To Do, and so the increasingly-rare times when I’m trapped under Farm Baby are kind of precious. If you’re not an actual mom, you can kind of appreciate the zen of just sitting there a lot more. (Also if your boobs are not involved actively, it’s probably more relaxing. Mine, I’ve carried around all this time and their only functional use has been as pillows.)

She’s definitely working hard on making the transition from Baby to Kid, and while there had been talk of there being another one, my sister seems less than eager to embark on that magical journey, so I’m doing my best to not be misty-eyed about The End Of Baby Time. It’s so great that she can fall asleep without being held, except that I really liked holding her. LOL. 

(No no, I’m looking forward to her being old enough to navigate the world on her own. The new (sharp! ow!) gravel on the driveway already means that if it’s warm she can go out in the yard by herself if she’s barefoot, because she won’t run in the driveway and hurt her feet, so she’s safe from maniac drivers. We still have to watch her like a hawk, but if she takes off running, she won’t go into the driveway. There’s a fence in-progress, so once that’s up we’ll give her back her shoes, LOL.)
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you guys wanna hear a sad story called ‘finn rescuing poe was a much bigger deal to poe emotionally than the movie let on’?

Keep reading

WHY THIS

#HONESTLY I WAS READING THAT BIT IN POE’S CHAPTER #AND IT PUTS HIS HOPEFUL LITTLE ‘ARE YOU WITH THE REBELLION?’ LINE IN TFA WHEN FINN SAYS HE’S THERE TO RESCUE HIM IN A WHOLE NEW PERSPECTIVE #A VERY SAD PERSPECTIVE #THE PERSPECTIVE OF POE HOPING AGAINST HOPE THAT THE RESISTANCE DID IN FACT COME FOR HIM #TO CLARIFY: POE UNDERSTANDS THE RISKS HE’S TAKING AND ACCEPTS THEM; LEIA DOESN’T FORCE HIM TO GO ON THESE MISSIONS #HE HAS A CHOICE NOT TO BUT DECIDES TO DO IT #I JUST FEEL A LOT ABOUT THIS #I FEEL A LOT ABOUT POE WANDERING THE JAKKU DESERT; ONCE AGAIN ALONE AND FEELING GUILTY AS FUCK #THAT HE ACCIDENTALLY KILLED THE ONE PERSON WHO HELPED HIM AND WHO ALSO TURNED OUT TO BE A WONDERFUL PERSON #I FEEL A LOT ABOUT POE TELLING LEIA WHAT FINN DID AND LEIA FEELING GUILTY ABOUT POE AND GRATEFUL TO THIS YOUNG MAN SHE HAS NEVER MET #I FEEL MOST OF ALL ABOUT THE LOOK ON POE’S FACE WHEN HE SEES FINN ALIVE AND WHOLE ON D'QAR #AND THEN RUNS ACROSS THE AIRFIELD INTO FINN’S ARMS & LOOKS AT FINN LIKE HE HANGS THE STARS EVERY NIGHT AND MAKES THE SUN RISE IN THE MORNING
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Right?????? 

The thing that’s messing with me is that, in the light of this knowledge that supposedly pilots maintain their own craft (and SERIOUSLY??!?!! you know how much is involved in keeping an AIRPLANE up??? imagine a SPACECRAFT!!!), I don’t understand their rank structure at all. 

The way that it works for the US military at least is that for all our aircraft, the pilot is the commanding officer. He not only flies the thing, he also makes decisions, and in the case of craft with crews, commands the crew. So pilots spend the vast majority of their careers in briefing rooms, being explained to (PowerPoint! everything is PowerPoint, oh my god), so that they can make all the necessary decisions. Even if they’re part of a group that’s being led by someone higher up– the pilots are still really well-informed, so that they know as much as possible, so they are able to decide what happens. They know the overarching point of the mission, they know everything it’s possible to tell them about the surrounding area– they’re given the tools to handle the situation if it changes, they’re given back-up plans and secondary objectives and so on. Flying the plane is basically like the least important thing they do. 

If they’re spending all of their time with a wrench instead, because aircraft need a shitload of maintenance, then when the hell are they supposed to get briefed? 

And in Poe’s case, he’s clearly not just in charge of directing the other craft while on missions, he’s also clearly involved in command decisions including planning those missions. When the hell is he going to have the time to perform routine starcraft maintenance, let alone repair damage??? Most craft have a whole maintenance crew associated with them!

And more complex craft like helicopters– they have a crew that flies with them, they have a crew chief who stays with that same bird– the name on the bird’s nose is NOT the pilot’s, it’s the crew chief’s! It’s HIS bird, and HE does– well, everything except fly it! (I know this because a friend of my dude’s was a crew chief and his bird crashed due to a maintenance issue and it was only because it was a Huey that was literally twenty years older than he himself was that it was ruled not his fault [after a terrifying kind of tribunal situation!]– it was a part that was not replaceable and should not have worn, except that the craft was decades past end-of-life. Fortunately no one was hurt.)

A N Y W A Y.  Whoever came up with that bit of worldbuilding has NO IDEA what pilots actually do. OR what maintenance crews do! Even a damn Hum-vee has so much maintenance it needs to keep it running! Now think about the space shuttles and how many people work so hard on those! There is A Lot involved here, and one guy who also has to attend the mission briefings is not going to be able to do it. 

And it kind of comes down to the important distinction, in most Earth militaries, between your administrator/officers and your technician/enlisted– a very clear separation of responsibilities and such, and difference in philosophies, and maybe you can structure your space military in a different way but every bit you change has cascading consequences and I just don’t know if anyone’s really thought them all through, you know?? 

So I’ve kind of solved it by giving the pilots checklists. It makes sense they’d be better-trained on basic troubleshooting etc., because starcraft are likely to strand you far far far from your maintenance team and in a way that they can’t just come pick you up in a Jeep from whatever cornfield you landed in (oh that’s ANOTHER story, the time a Blackhawk set down behind my parents’ house due to a sudden malfunction, oh my gosh my dad was BESIDE HIMSELF. It was pretty cool!) So like. I guess I get it a little, but come on.

Let’s just say that Poe can make all the switches flip to green, but he’s not going to bypass a compressor himself. 
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Well happy birthday! :) Oh good, I’m glad Wednesdays are good for someone. Mostly so far they’ve been good for me to totally forget what day of the week it is, LOL. 

Sighh, I really should’ve just titled it Poe’s Suffering Journey. Maybe the Poe Dameron Hurts Real Pretty Chronicles. LOL. 
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oh no wait i have this feeling of dread like i just got in a fight with somebody– did I? I didn’t, did I? 

I haven’t said anything nasty here, nobody’s said anything nasty to me here, and I’m not in trouble at work, and nothing’s gone wrong, so what the– 

is this just The Anxieties for no reason?

… I think it is. Which, on the one hand, whew, but on the other hand, what the fuck. 

I mean. If you have beef with me now’s probably the time to say so. Especially if it’s like, I just insulted your entire way of life and then forgot about it. But like, even if I didn’t. I mean, if I’m feeling like shit anyway, now’s probably the time to pile on. (I’LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO CRY ABOUT! Mm thanks?)

Ughhhhh. Seriously though. 
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“I am partway through current chapter and would just like to say: THANK GOODNESS SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE DIFFERENCE…”

and added: 

I can see the fanon convention developing due to seeing things like Han & Chewie frequently fixing the Falcon, as well as Anakin tinkering with ships in the prequels and Clone Wars, and Rey enjoying piloting and engineering - in the SW galaxy, there’s a VERY strong association between flying and fixing/piloting and maintenance that doesn’t really apply to our world. The convention was probably further strengthened by ideas about how the Resistance is a scrappy, all-hands-on-deck, cash-strapped enterprise, not a fully-fledged command-structured military.

(not that I’m defensive or anything)

(above is supposed to be blockquote but tumblr is for shit) 

No no n o no it’s CANON. It’s expressly canon that pilots fix their own craft. 

It is CANON. That’s what I’m flipping out about. 

So this is my attempt to reconcile canon with, like, reality. In reality, how the hell is a pilot going to maintain a craft????!?!?! 

But they say that’s the truth! THey say most Academy washouts are becuase they can’t do the maintenance! Argh. 

Anyway. No, I just had to clarify– it is canon.

And like. In the Empire/Order, sure. Pilots were cannon fodder, and with no shields on the craft and no hyper anyway, they weren’t briefed either, you can bet your buttons. They were just sent to go do shit.

But we see Rebellion/Republic/Resistance pilots acting like Earth pilots. Clearly they are higher-level operatives here. Clearly they were at the briefings. WE SEE THEM AT THE BRIEFINGS. 

WHen??? How??? Ugh. 
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Free-floating anxiety just shows up like Tinkerbell, goes “boop!” and sprinkles you with “I believe that I suck” dust.

spaceoperafeerie said: nameless formless dread is the WORST. i hope it passes really soon <3

It’s just so vivid! I just– It’s not formless or random or whatever, like it often is, it’s so concretely exactly the feeling I get when I just fucked up, only, I’m like, 99% sure I didn’t, only I’m not that connected to reality so maybe I did and erased the memory? or like? what?? UGH.

I mean. Not that I’d rather have the formless weird shit, but this one is so concretely definitely exactly the feeling of “oh man I could’ve handled that better it’s going to bite me pretty hard when it comes back around any minute now” and– there isn’t an it! There isn’t an it to bite me! 

I mean, something will, that’s just how life works. I need… something. maybe I need an old priest and a young priest. wait what’s the etiquette here. I’m too gay for the Catholics so that’s not gonna work anymore. 

It seems like it would be so hard to properly medicate this, because I feel exactly the way I damn well ought to if I’d just been in a yelling match that I’d lost. Only. I just. I wasn’t, so that’s the issue. 

… Oh man. I been typing all this mad storm of entries while I’m digitizing film, and it’s been almost all baby pictures, and this last roll is said babies and their dad (with whom I’ve grown familiar during this project; clearly the mom takes most of the pictures, and he rarely wears clothes, so wherever they are is a hot climate, and I’ve now seen more late-90s dad bod than anyone strictly needs to, if he were my type this project would be going a lot better for me) sitting next to a hospital bed with a very old lady in it, and then the end of the roll is the family in somber formalwear. :( That was definitely, definitely Great-Grandma’s exodus from the world. 

I do take this job seriously, in the end. This shit is important. 

The toddler is really cute in his little tie. I wish this roll wasn’t age-fogged. It’s okay, with some adjustments. 

Well, I guess I’m less anxious now, because I’m just sad. 
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Oh, I thought I mentioned that one recently!

Two parts to the story– #1 I was on a roller derby league, and picked a nom de skate, as was standard practice at the time. I go by B a lot since that’s my actual initial, so I was looking for things that start with that letter, and remembered the B-series bombers, and looked around at those. I decided to go with the B-17 in the end, because of the relatively uncontroversial (I mean, it’s still an instrument of war) record of that particular craft– mostly known for its use by the Mighty 8th, who used it for daylight raids of military and industrial targets, instead of the night terror raids that to be fair the Germans started okay, I’m not taking a swing at the British here. But anyway. 

It’s a gorgeous plane. And #2, the plane was given a bunch of nicknames– the Flying Fortress, and also the Queen of Bombers, because while it was basically instantly obsolete, the planes’ terrible overengineering made them so robust that there sprang up a whole sort of mythology around them. And they also made a good name for themselves in the airlift that broke the Soviet blockade of Berlin after the war, which was at least nominally humanitarian. So. 

(The sort of sad joke was that the maintenance crews hated the B-17, because they’d limp back with half a wing missing and all full of holes, but loved the B-24, which was the other medium/heavy bomber of the time– a much more up-to-date design– because if a Liberator took a hit it was going down with all hands, so there was never anything serious to fix. They came back shiny or not at all. We have a customer in the camera store who used to be a tail gunner in a Liberator, and he’s the one who told me that.)

The queen of bombers, the B-17. 

In a configuration that Tumblr would let me have.

Have I ever written a WWII AU about literally anything? Nope! One of these days, though. 

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