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after all that i didn’t actually tell myself the story of what i have to do today
you see the hubris. i was like “i have described the problem huzzah” check a thing off the list move on.
part of the thing i was describing was how lists don’t work for me. so like. in the text of that post was me explaining that i had to do a thing in order to function. and then. then! i didn’t do that thing.
ok so today what do i have to do! a lot of it i have already done on sheer momentum but now i have been stymied by something and have to regroup.
i have to load and run the dishwasher, check!
i have to put in a load of laundry, check!
i have to go over to my own house, bringing a number of items which i had for traveling but which should not wind up at dude’s mom’s house, check!
I am going to bemusedly greet the electrical inspector for the town, who was supposed to be rescheduled and not come today, and give him a little tour of the things the electrician said weren’t ready to be inspected, and he’s going to say oh yes, I see what he was going for, he’s done a lot of stuff already, isn’t this nice, well I’ll be back, have him call me when he’s done those two things he didn’t get to, everything else looks really good. This will derail me a bit, but I will persevere.
whilst at the house, i am going to cut out fabric to make my own not-quite-floorcloth to go under the microwave, since i want to put something there before i do anything else, and i hate the paltry shelf-liner offerings actually in stock anywhere in town, and i am too decision-paralysised to actually buy anything online rn. check! (finished measurements will be 26.5x23". I found enough white canvas for this, and have soaked and ironed it in accordance with the tutorial, but i am going to paint it and then sew it to an unpainted backing, which I hope will protect the shelf surface, as I don’t need this shelf to be grippy since it’s just to protect the painted surface from the microwave and whatever winds up next to it. So the backing is an old mostly-polyester sheet, somewhat pilled with wear, because i know that won’t be slippery but also won’t scratch the surface.)
I was going to then prime this canvas, but I don’t… have any primer? This is false, I know I do, but damned if I know where it would be. I have to stop by a hardware store for paint chips and polyurethane anyway, so now I guess I’ll get some primer. I don’t think I need art store primer for this at all.
i have terrible acrylic craft paints but i am not trying to do anything wildly sophisticated. in fact i’m not sure what i’m trying to do. actually i could get little sample pots of a couple of the colors i’m considering at the hardware store, paint smallish swatches on the wall, and then paint this cloth with the leftovers, LOL. That might actually be the thing to do???
Dude might be annoyed if I’m swatching without even having consulted with him but 1) i know what he likes and 2) he’s so busy rn he won’t even put his plate in the dishwasher or talk to me about what groceries to buy so like, he doesn’t have the energy to care, and anyway you can just paint right back over swatches and in fact I will do so, so whatever. Possibly the swatches will just give him something to disagree with but when you are as fatigued-in-general as he is, often that is the best way to get a decision made!
(heck what if i painted the whole shelf liner cloth a gradient between two of the adjacent swatch colors and then stenciled a doily over it in metallic gold that’d be a pretty sick shelf liner pattern)
ANYWAY the story of what else i have to do today is that i also have to go to the grocery store. so if i manage both the grocery store and the hardware store before noon i’m gonna be the fucking champion of the fucking world i tell you what. but that is my goal. i should do the hardware store first so the groceries don’t have to sit in the car and get warm but that feels contrary because the grocery store is more urgent. but no, i’m going to do the hardware store first because i am a little bitch and can do what i want. and i won’t forget the groceries after that. (famous last words, stay tuned to see if i do) (Your picture was not posted)