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myguitarandallofyourshoes said: 2/6) Rey’s still adjusting to water showers and not being on Jakku, and one of the first mornings (like the third or fifth), she’s just taken a shower and her hair is down and she’s staring in the mirror, at her hair around her shoulders, and it just hits her–she’s been doing her hair the same way for fifteen years, everytime it had fallen out too much while working to survive on that junkyard planet, the same way so that her family would know that it was her. So that they could find her again

(3/6) And now she’s on this Not-Jakku, with so much green and so much water, where everyone seems to trust everyone else and there’s so much food everywhere (she keeps stashes around their quaters, on her at all times), and she realizes her family is never going to find her. They are never coming for her. They won’t recognize her now. She left. And she starts crying, sobbing, what a waste of water but what does it matter she’ll never find them again.

(4/6) And Poe comes into the fresher and sees her, asking what’s wrong? what happened? and she can’t explain it, getting out the words “hair” and “gone” and “never,” but Poe gets it, at least a little. Sees himself staring at his reflection in the mirror the week after his wife died, when he realized he’d never see her again, and never slick his hair back or wear his altered respirator chip to make her smile, never see her smile.

(5/6) So he guides her, gently, into their quaters, gets a comb (because dammit, he knows hair), and braid her hair a new way for her. Intricate, won’t fall down, new pattern, for this Not-Jakku. She lets him, and now she doesn’t need to think about it. Later that day, she’s blunt and fierce and Rey, talking to the general and learning about the resistance and arranging the trip to find luke.

6/6) Poe doesn’t bring up the morning, or comment when the braid lasts four days, but on the fifth day he does it for her again, differently. It becomes their ritual, almost. The first thing she’s truly accepted as a gift, and not a bargain (At least that Finn didn’t give her). Each time its different, always functional, never three buns. He shows her how to do it herself. So when she leaves, he does it for her again. A new home and family to carry with her, until she makes it back to them.

Aw this is very sweet. I like this a lot! Thank you for sharing it with me!
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abomination-of-gender:

old Latin American joke:

Q: Why will the US government never be overthrown?

A: They don’t have an American embassy.
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You procrastinating bastards. (at Delaware Camera)
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Cat updates. 

She won’t eat pills hidden in food. Fine. So I read a WikiHow article on pilling cats, figured out how to hold her face to make her open her mouth (the U-shaped grip over the top of the head seems to work on an animal her size, my baby’s petite), and have gotten pretty good at flinging a pill straight down her gullet.

A couple things seem to be helping me. Well, one is Dude, I make him hold her and sit down so I can reach. But another is that she’s petite and not very strong, and a third is that when she was a kitten we used to sometimes hold her in a restraint position when she was being totally nuts, and she’d try to escape but she was too little. As a result of this, she will often genuinely believe that if a human is holding her, she can’t escape; she’ll struggle to let us know she wants to go, but if she doesn’t succeed, she doesn’t keep trying. (And I know once Dude really did hang onto her in a dangerous situation where she was genuinely trying to get away, and she scratched the everloving fuck out of him but he didn’t let go, so that reinforced it.) She just doesn’t struggle hard, because she believes she can’t succeed.

I know, and you know, that she damn well could, so I’m really really grateful for this. I’ve had some run-ins with cats who knew I couldn’t hold them if they really tried, and I’ve got actual scars in a couple of places, so. But not Chita! 

I’ve experimented, and she’ll still take treats from my hands. And she’ll still sit in my lap and snuggle. and she spent the entire night sleeping on my arm/face. So, I guess she’s not mad.

The one thing I’ve found important is to dampen the pill, as this is a kind of powdery one. One time I didn’t and I think it caught in her throat, she was coughing afterwards and seemed disgruntled. But if I put a little water on it, then fling it in there, it goes right down. 

You really gotta toss it, though, you can’t set shit down on her tongue or she’ll spit it out.

Let’s hope this is as difficult as it gets. 

She went into hiding for a couple of hours yesterday, sulking or maybe just sleeping, but I don’t know if it was pill-related. She was on Dude’s lap and the fridge made a weird noise, and he turned to look at it, and after a moment she suddenly freaked out so bad she got one of her back claws stuck in his arm and ripped a chunk of his skin. I think she hurt her toe; she’s yelped at me a couple times while I was holding her since then. Anyway, she vanished for a couple of hours, and didn’t answer when I wandered through the house calling for her, but then she came out in the evening like nothing had happened, so I guess she’s okay and not feeling too weird. 

Dude went and bought her replacement cat food, the kind she had before, and she went right back to eating it, so I guess that was the problem after all. 

You just never know, with cats. They hide so much. We had no idea she had a UTI, she was behaving perfectly normally. And we wouldn’t have known she was having thyroid issues, she’s slender but that’s the shape she’s always been. I guess her numbers weren’t really bad for either condition, but they were noticeable. 

Anyway. My little dork. She spent from 4am to 5:30 am with her head upside-down in the palm of my hand, squeaking occasionally. I slept with my face against her belly.
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I’m really really still trying not to post TLJ spoilers unless behind a cut or tagged, still, and I hope, I hope I haven’t screwed up– but– so, there’s a whole bunch of shit in my queue and some conversations I’m not reblogging but would love to, so– not that anyone cares or was waiting for my response on any of that, but just. Just know. I saw that post, I probably liked that post, it’s in my drafts folder. 

<3
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precioustranswoman:

closet-keys:

Whether that test came back positive or negative, it’s an important act of self care to test for it. Your health is important, and knowing what your body needs is a good thing. If you have, I’m proud of you. If you want to, I believe in you. 

There is absolutely nothing shameful in getting tested, and lots of people you know have done it. It’s confidential and doesn’t take long. 

Reblog to normalize getting tested. 

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Here’s a great resource to find HIV Testing Locations near you, all you need is a zip-code. You can look for free and reduced prices within the list.
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today farm-sister was like oh and by the way i know we’re doing christmas in maryland and you’re staying down there the rest of the week but i am also doing post-christmas in illinois (why can’t i spell that. illanoise illinois il no that’s totally it what the fuck spellchecker) so we need to stay in your house when we drive by but you won’t be back yet so uh

so i have to tidy anyway, ugh, and my guest-bedroom is a huge laundry pile and so is literally every room of the house ugh.

i guess i’m glad she said this now and not, like, while we were already in maryland. 

(n.b. fuck you spellcheck 

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ANYHOW NOT LIKE I HAVEN’T PROCRASTINATED MYSELF ASSLOADS OF STUFF TO DO THIS WEEK ALREADY LOLLLLL
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