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Feb. 13th, 2023 04:25 pm
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the new post editor loves to have me type in the title and then take me immediately to the tags field. am i not meant to put any content in this. why are you like this. i won’t know what to tag it until i’ve written it, will i? idk. idk.

it’s only to be expected that i should have spent the weekend thoroughly useless, given all the givens, but i had many things i’d wanted to get done– needed, in some cases– and i’m incredibly annoyed by how much time i spent wandering around the house unable to focus. i didn’t even get any sewing done, though i did cut out and assemble the paper pattern from PDF of the new puffer vest from Cashmerette, which I am going to make out of I think reclaimed dress-wool scraps that Dude’s mom was given as a donation for her quilt guild and of course they quilt in cotton, so she gave it to me. They’re not large enough scraps for me to make anything out of like a dress or trousers but they’re perfect for this vest, which has smallish pattern pieces. And then I can quilt it.

I’m also back messing around with the 1.25" English paper piecing hexagons, which was a thing I got super into a couple of years back and recently found a bag full of. I stopped because Dude’s aunt pointed out I was doing it wrong, but then I was like well, it’s not wrong if it works, so. I don’t know what to make with th. em. A quilted something. Also a puffer vest? I don’t need two, I already own a number that fit acceptably. So I’m just going to keep collecting hexies I guess. A bag maybe. Who knows.

The poll– I want a silk slipdress for layering while it’s cold, whereas the wool trousers are actually– well I’ll have to make a muslin in ponte knit first, which I have some of in whatever that’s usually made of. They’re yoga pants. I still have to assemble the paper pattern. I should do a proper bracket of what’s on my sewing docket, LOL.

I had, when I was frantically sewing lightweight linen dresses for Cartagena, been daydreaming that in those precious two weekends at home between that travel and the next travel– I’m going to a ski place with MM and DF and the kids– I’d knock out some kind of rad winter-wear, but then I had to travel last weekend too and now this past weekend I was a lump. so. That’s not happening. BUT. If I get the puffer vest cut out, I can bring the pieces with me and hand-quilt it, which would be kind of fun and cool and cute I think?? Maybe?? So that’s my new goal.

Failing that, i can just bring a huge pile of paper hexagons and a bunch of fabric and make more hexies for my eventual whatever-the-fuck-that-will-be project.

I had a new idea though, which was that a quilt-as-you-go series of embroidered panels that were the Pokedex would be really fun to make as a wall hanging for some kid. I don’t think I could stay patient enough to do it in real life but I am enamored of the idea. This would be a case for machine embroidery if only I were good at that. And like, you could have some that were just the numbers like when you haven’t seen them, and some that were just silhouettes, and some that were critters. It would be cute!

Maybe something small-scale, like a shoulder bag or something. We’ll see what I manage, if I ever do– it can go on the list with all the other things.

If I had a ton of free time I would also be making myself t-shirts that really fit, since I have that pattern, and I want to then print them as if I’d bought them various places, and I have a mile-long list of slogans I’d love to put on shirts. But I don’t have that kind of time.

Anyway. There’s another round of smubbles going and I’d love to say I’m cranking out fantastic works for it but I am still so stuck on writing, and making only the slowest progress if any at all. Bleh. (Your picture was not posted)

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POV: You are an egg and I have just washed you. (I just wanted to see if the video uploader works here.)

(soundtrack: I am attempting to learn a very old folk song https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lord_Randall because i can’t listen well enough to listen to audiobooks like everyone else does during egg-washing.) (Your picture was not posted)

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so i made it all the way thru my reread of my own shit and didn’t die, so that was awesome.

i did cry, btw, looking at the notes on my art help https://bomberqueen17.tumblr.com/post/648365625549455361/art-help post and remembering that you know, i did write stories with scenes in them, and they were scenes other people understood, and the pictures in my head are in other people’s heads too now and that’s like super cool even if it doesn’t seem that cool when I– well, when I don’t think about it, is what happens. like i only cried for a second but that’s mostly because my cryer is broken i think. anyway. thank you all, i was thinking of going through and making a list to try and like, narrow it down, but i don’t have that much brain right now because i just went through eighty billion words and made a list of things that happened in those words and i forgot to put down most of the things that i needed to know happened and anyway it’s kind of a disaster. but. it’s progress. i’m making progress.

so i’m driving to the farm tomorrow for FS’s birthday. i got her a bottle of fancy tequila. actually Dude did, I was making the list and being stressy, and in an extra-foul mood because my entire body has betrayed me (do not get me started on WTF Is My Uterus Doing Now, we are in a whole other dimension of WTFery now), and my gallant hero was like “i’ll run to the liquor store for you what u want” and saved the day, so i made him enchiladas.

and i’ll be there all next week. there is a GOAT somewhere on that farm and i’m determined to become its best friend. also there are sheep and the number increased by one shortly after their arrival. i need to know more. i need to know how many sheep there are. no one will tell me.

Anyway. I still have 4 concurrent WIPs, and I had been thinking i could post one of them because it’s all smut, but now i’m realizing i need to weave some plot in there too, so. no. alas.

also the pacing is fucking hopeless on the second one. and the third one i’m going to have to pick apart and redo most of. and the fourth one is fine but it’s like a thousand words long.

i was going to post an excerpt but that’s… well… some other time. it’s progressing, though!! (Your picture was not posted)

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what instrument do/did you play? I feel like you might have mentioned it before, but if so I’ve forgotten

oh, I did clarinet in high school, and bass clarinet. Then I tried to teach myself guitar. As a tiny child I learned piano, and lately I’ve tried to teach myself the harp.

I’m not competent on any of these, but it would be sort of wrong to say I don’t know how to play any instruments.
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ugh i got a nonspecific creeping dread. like i did something wrong, or said something horrible to somebody, or maybe i got in a fight today with someone i care about. 

only I didn’t, there’s nothing particularly wrong, and I haven’t had any fallings-out with anyone that I can recall?

so like– ugh? Fuckin’ Anxieties. I am so done with you, anxieties. 

I been holding off the Mental Badnesses with various combos of holistic medicine shit and like self-care and like relentless giving-no-fucks after I lack-of-executive-functioned my way cold turkey off SSRIs last spring (PSA: DON’T DO THAT), but it might be finally getting to me. This is most inconvenient, I really don’t have time for this. 

Especially since the only actual thing I really *do* have to dread is the fact that my application for health insurance keeps alternately erroring out and sending me updates that I need to update a thing that I then go to do and it errors out? So I don’t have health insurance and apparently can’t get it? So it’s not like I *could* go back onto meds for this. Fuuuuuck.

A friend posted on Facebook about depression and was immediately told to try yoga. I did not commit murder. That’s about the only upside to a critical lack of serotonin; there’s no way I could collect enough executive function to actually commit a maiming. 
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the downside of writing such overly-long shit is that by the time you finish a chapter you have no idea what you said in the previous one

also i have a brutal sinus headache and it’s not like i’m in any less pain here than i was at work, but it’s just that here i don’t care because i’m doing what i’d rather be doing pretty much regardless, so whether there’s a dagger through the back of my eyesocket or not, i’ll be writing just the same

at work it’s just like ugh can u not and it’s impossible to maintain focus when the thing i’m focusing on is something that just doesn’t matter

which is not really possible to explain to one’s supervisor so i don’t. but. (he knows.) anyway. this chapter is twelve thousand words and won’t stop. and i feel like nothing will ever make sense again. so i’m going to bed.

“Of course,” Brenda said. She turned to Cap. “And you are?”

Cap scrambled to his feet. “Hi,” he said. “I’m Steve Rogers.” She shook his hand politely, and Lakeisha had yet another moment to think to herself that she was never ever going to be able to be as surreally poised as her mother.

“I assume, given the company, you’re that Steve Rogers after all,” Brenda said.

“I am,” he said.

“Well then,” she said. “If I’d known you were coming I’d’ve made a cake or something.”

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