progressing

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so i made it all the way thru my reread of my own shit and didn’t die, so that was awesome.

i did cry, btw, looking at the notes on my art help https://bomberqueen17.tumblr.com/post/648365625549455361/art-help post and remembering that you know, i did write stories with scenes in them, and they were scenes other people understood, and the pictures in my head are in other people’s heads too now and that’s like super cool even if it doesn’t seem that cool when I– well, when I don’t think about it, is what happens. like i only cried for a second but that’s mostly because my cryer is broken i think. anyway. thank you all, i was thinking of going through and making a list to try and like, narrow it down, but i don’t have that much brain right now because i just went through eighty billion words and made a list of things that happened in those words and i forgot to put down most of the things that i needed to know happened and anyway it’s kind of a disaster. but. it’s progress. i’m making progress.

so i’m driving to the farm tomorrow for FS’s birthday. i got her a bottle of fancy tequila. actually Dude did, I was making the list and being stressy, and in an extra-foul mood because my entire body has betrayed me (do not get me started on WTF Is My Uterus Doing Now, we are in a whole other dimension of WTFery now), and my gallant hero was like “i’ll run to the liquor store for you what u want” and saved the day, so i made him enchiladas.

and i’ll be there all next week. there is a GOAT somewhere on that farm and i’m determined to become its best friend. also there are sheep and the number increased by one shortly after their arrival. i need to know more. i need to know how many sheep there are. no one will tell me.

Anyway. I still have 4 concurrent WIPs, and I had been thinking i could post one of them because it’s all smut, but now i’m realizing i need to weave some plot in there too, so. no. alas.

also the pacing is fucking hopeless on the second one. and the third one i’m going to have to pick apart and redo most of. and the fourth one is fine but it’s like a thousand words long.

i was going to post an excerpt but that’s… well… some other time. it’s progressing, though!! (Your picture was not posted)