Mar. 24th, 2020

dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/3doSvxG

Well. So, today I finished some cleaning we’d started over the weekend. Got everything, and I mean everything, off of the kitchen floor. Swept, the whole floor, twice. Went around with a kettle of boiling water, some soap, and a scrub brush, and did all the edges by the walls and all the bits that had ground-in dirt. Then wiped the floor clean. Then used a mop and soapy water. Then used the floor steamer. When I was done, the floor was… faintly grungy, and looked just like it had before, but if you walk on it with bare feet you don’t get stuff stuck to your feet. So. There’s that.

That took hours and left me desperately filthy and grungy, so I took a shower, and then I dressed in a floor-length black lace dress and a midcalf fringed cut-velvet shawl and some striped thigh highs and I wrote a letter and looked at the Internet for a little while, and then I took a nap and my cat slept on my face and was very cute. So that was pleasant.

And then I went to make dinner, and in the midst of it, I tried to get out a Tupperware, and the drawer jammed because Z stacks them until the drawer can’t be opened, and in a screaming rage I yanked the entire thing out of the cabinet and threw it across the room, strewing Tupperware across the clean floor. Fortunately, the floor was clean, so after I finished making dinner, I threw away all but a couple of pieces of Tupperware, put the drawer back together, and left it there. Because fuck all of that, and if he’s too fucking stupid to not stack them so that the drawer can’t be used, well then we can’t own them, so we don’t anymore. Most of them were garbage anyway.

After that, I have actual sore muscles in my neck and shoulders and arms so I have no idea how hard I threw that drawer or what I did to myself, but I didn’t hurt anybody else so that’s fine. Clearly, I’m doing extremely well  in all this.

But, the kitchen’s clean for the first time in about a decade (I gave up on mopping the floor or really even sweeping it after being the only one to do it for about a decade, and guess what, I was the only one who cared, so) and the Tupperware drawer shuts now on the first try, so. 

Sigh.

hm

Mar. 24th, 2020 01:24 am
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/33KI42P

My anxieties about travel may be moot. I want to stay in my cozy home in Buffalo with my dude and my cat and my reluctant self finally getting my house cleaned, but I was psyching myself up to go to the farm where they are overloaded with work, and had convinced myself the correct thing would be to leave Thursday, and I spoke with my sister via text finally (it’s taken her three days to have time to text back), and she is too worried that she herself has been exposed. They’ve been trying to isolate, but they can’t run the farm alone so there’s a collection of people who come through fairly often, and most of them are reasonably isolated but one mom whose daughter is her daughter’s bestie and the two of them roll around playing all the time, well, her husband’s an auto mechanic and so he’s ‘essential’ so he’s still at work with a bunch of assholes and no way to decontaminate himself most of the time, and there are a few other people who come by to help whose isolation status she just doesn’t and can’t know, and so my sister is just all twisted up with anxiety that her household is a bastion of disease, and doesn’t want my asthmatic ass turning up to get plague-murdered. 

So I’ve been asked to stay away, and I’m guilty about it but also sort of relieved, for the moment. I have known for some time that it was literally going to take an Earth-shattering, Biblical-scale event for me to get my house beaten into any kind of human-livable state, and I guess this is one. [also, uh, i don’t usually have time to write at the farm and i really want to finish this stupid Witcher story cycle and try to ride some of that energy into the original novel I was working on as well, so.]

God, I’m so guilty, though.
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/2J8K6Ae

singelisilverslippers replied to your post “productivity~”

holy shit this is inspiring

I assumed this had to be sarcastic, but it’s possible my post did not make it clear how disgraceful a state my kitchen and indeed my entire house is in, that this was the state of it. And i suppose, there is something inspiring in flinging a drawer full of Tupperware across a room while screaming obscenities at it, whilst in a floor-length black lace gown and a calico apron with cross-stitched penguins upon the breast. (I don’t think I’d described that part.)

It was nice to know the floor was clean enough that I could just pick the Tupperware back up and put it away without running it through aggressive decontamination afterward. I definitely did something to my right triceps muscle though.

missbuster replied to your post “productivity~”

I frequently attempt to purge unneccesary plastic containers and my dad will rescue them from the recycling and keep them in the basement thus negating the act. 

Also, I vaccuumed out the fold-out couch layer by layer as I folded it into a bed for my mom who’s allowed to sleep at home now!

ahh, Dude grew up in a house with a refugee grandmother who frequently garbage-picked things they threw out that were “perfectly good” so he learned as a young child to really bury any food or not-obviously-broken items he threw out. It sort of scarred him– he says “it’s perfectly good!” with a particular very distinct inflection whenever he’s mocking me for hoarding something, which I know is an echo of his grandmother who died in the late 80s. 

But that’s great news about your mom! I mean, scary sort of, I feel like you implied that she’s possibly getting kicked out prematurely out of pandemic fears, but it’s wonderful to at least be able to see her and help. I hate being apart from my family at the moment, and they’re all fine. 

For now. 😬

nogling replied to your post “productivity~”

Love and sympathy. The Tupperware disaster in our house is over the stove, so I occasionally “accidentally” drop mismatched or stained or otherwise gross Tupperware on hot stove burners.

I’m the one who hoards it, I’m the one with trouble letting go of things, I’m the one with the problem, but I’m also the only one who can clean anything or take any care for our surroundings in any way, it is all always 100% my problem and my responsibility and i am really not equal to it. I broke one of the ones I actually quite like, but I was in enough of a state that I just threw all the pieces in the recycling and am not letting myself think about it.
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/3dpwS07

whereisvaldo:

Just a kind reminder that in the official Polish dubbing of The Witcher, Geralt compares Jaskier’s singing to pierogi with no filling - which is even more devastating an insult to any true Slav. 
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/2WEt59b

clotpoleofthelord replied to your post “hm”

<3 it sucks to psych yourself up for something and then have the choice taken away from you! But I’m glad you’re keeping yourself safer, honestly. We’re all going to have the CLEANEST HOUSES.

I will settle for having a house clean enough that i could have a visitor enter it and not get stuck in the doorway.

nogling replied to your post “singelisilverslippers replied to your post “productivity~” …”

oh god the apron makes it even better, in my head. I feel you - entirely. My house has suffered the effects of a three-month downswing, and I am sort of just now coming out of it and realizing that oh, god, the house is….really bad, because I’m the only one who cleans, and I’ve been depressed and haven’t been doing it. It’s my mess, and it’s bad, and it freaks me out to have to clean it, but I have learned that I will feel much, much better once it’s done.

Ha. Well, I had a horrible depressive episode like… a decade ago, and the house has not been cleaned since then really, so. it’s like. It’s worse than that. However bad you think it is, it’s worse than that. So this is BADLY needed. It’s all compounded as well by as I regained mental function, I started being absent from the house for weeks/months at a time, and my dude doesn’t apparently know what a broom is. (Recently he asked me if I knew where one was, when they’ve been kept in the same place since we moved here in 2005, so. Like.)

gnomeicecream replied to your post “productivity~”

-gif of I dont get no sleep cause of y'all- I don’t get no respect for my space cause of y'all, you don’t get no respect for your space cause of me

mikkeneko replied to your post “hm”

Best of luck with the cleaning.

^^ thanks guys, LOL.

For real though. I was already trying to clear out my house because 1) we need all new appliances and a new furnace, and 2) my parents were going to visit at the end of May and I was FREAKING OUT about that, but now their cruise around the Great Lakes (my parents have weird ideas of fun) is cancelled so I don’t have that May 30 deadline, but I also actually have a chance to really clean my house? so? 

Annoyingly, Dude said he was pretty sure his job was going to go through a quiet phase and he’d have time to help, and then he cleared out one single mess (under the kitchen counter, so it was significant at least) and then hasn’t even had a moment to speak to me between 7am and 5pm any week day since, so I guess it’s good that he’s so motivated to do work but it’s not helping me stay motivated to work on the house, especially when I actually do need his feedback on like, what to prioritize and such. (He’s been spectacularly unhelpful so far– I said should I clean out the attic, or the basement, can’t be both, and he was like let’s start with both, and i’m like why did I say anything?????) (let’s be real when he said ‘let’s’ he meant ‘you’ anyway, so fuck it.) 

Ughhhh my neck and shoulders are all fucked up today. bummer. time to come up with some sort of schedule so i don’t spend the entire day refreshing tumblr and being like “ohhhh i should do Thing I Hate next” and then not doing it because i hate it.

But like. When I say “oh my house is a mess” I mean, multiple rooms where I cannot access large areas of them because there is too much clutter to walk, not “oh ha ha I haven’t dusted in a while”. I’m really not being cute about this. my goal is not a Martha Stewart showroom house, my goal is not an active fire hazard. People joke about being hoarders but like, no, I am genetically and by inclination and by actual practice a hoarder, so like. This is serious. This is not cute. I managed for years but I lost control over it about a decade back and have never ever managed to recover. SO ANYWAY!
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/2WErxfj

There’s been an uptick in the… diversity of notes in my daily-digest AO3 email about kudos lately. It’s fun to see what people are scrolling back far enough to find, you know? And I’ve fallen behind on answering comments, as I perpetually do, but do understand they’re all quite treasured. No, there is no work of mine too old for me to appreciate a comment on, though of course ones that are like “omg when is this updating” on something I very clearly haven’t touched in five or six years are a little… eh, maybe read the room, a little? I’m not saying never but you’re also not convincing me much, there.

Anyhow, my dear [profile] beautifullights1 is clearly rereading my Star Wars shit from just after TFA came out (oh, those halcyon days. Pity they never made a sequel), and got to the part where… well, in my version of the story, Poe Dameron’s dad was the harbormaster at Yavin IV and had avoided getting involved with the Resistance, despite his prior service in the Rebellion, due to his fear that the planet might be attacked in retaliation, and at this point he has had to make the decision to involve himself, and he is sending a recorded message to his people to let them know that the worst might happen. And, looking back, yeah, I did give him a pretty good speech, there. (I’d made him a survivor of Alderaan so he had a lot of firsthand experience with this sort of apocalyptic survival shit.)

So… thanks for reminding me of this, Lights, and even copy-pasting it for me in excerpts. 

“So,” he said heavily, after a short pause. “I tell you this not to frighten you, but to convince you: you need to make plans. You need to prepare. Decide what you can give up, and what you’d rather die than lose, and make your plans accordingly.”

He leaned in, intense. “I have not made this decision lightly,” he said. “But I have lived through this before, and I know what is at stake. The most important thing is that you know, in your heart, who you are and what you can survive, and you prepare to survive it.”

“[…] The last thing I will urge you to do, in your planning, is to make your plans for after this is over…. Even if all is lost, someday someone will rise from the ashes to continue. Do not despair. Try, where you can, to leave something for the survivors. They will persevere. It may be that most of us survive, and can resume the lives we are leaving now. It may be that we don’t. But life will continue. Make what preparations you can, and in the meantime, we will fight together, and accomplish what we can.”
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/3dubJSe

ha I managed an Ancient Sea update. 

Jaskier and Yennefer fuck.

Bonus: By popular demand, sort of, Triss has an unexpected Bisexual Awakening but does not act on it. Yet. (Why isn’t there a good, evocative phrase for that, when an otherwise Functional Bi is suddenly struck with a staggering attack of Other-Sex Attraction. It’s like, oh no I’m gay, except for a member of a different sex. yes, yes, she is struck to incoherence because he has bare forearms. it’s very Regency of her. Also he’s baking, which is like. A different level of hot, we’ve all been there.)

She’d never seen him without armor or at least a quilted or otherwise-structured outer layer before. He was really only wearing the one layer, just a shirt, and he pulled the smock off and shook flour off of it. She’d assumed the gambeson he habitually wore was heavily-padded, but now she could see it wasn’t; he really was that big, and the muscles of his shoulders moved visibly under the shirt as he folded the smock and draped it over the edge of a cupboard door. It was more attention than she normally paid to him.

“I, um,” she said, and glanced up at his face. His eyes were fixed on her, and the cat-pupils were dilated to roundness in the relatively dim room. It made him look disarmingly normal.

He blinked. “Well?”

“Oh, I wouldn’t be able to tell by looking anyway,” she said, suddenly oddly nervous, and laughed. “I, ah.”

“What’s wrong?” he asked, dropping his voice to just above a whisper. “You seem rattled.”

“I,” she said, uncharacteristically at a loss for words. Why should it be so affecting, to see a big burly man in only a shirt? That wasn’t her type at all. “Er, that is–”
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/2wrWWam

eddiestarchild:

In the books:

Geralt and Jaskier share clothes.

Geralt and Jaskier share beds.

Geralt and Jaskier visit brothels together.

Geralt gets jelous when Jaskier flirts with other people.

Geralt once had an orgy with two women and a dragon.
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
via https://ift.tt/2WDltUt

So uhh in case anyone was wondering 1) Asian Food Market up on Niagara Falls Blvd is fully stocked with toilet paper and basically everything else you need, plus they have protective masks on all their cashiers and stockers, 2) I have a Problem where I love dumplings and buns so much I can’t stop eating them, and 3) there were two chicken carcasses in that Headless Rooster pack for $6.99 and the shelf had labeled them as Aged Chicken (No Head) and for the record, no feet either. They’re so tiny one fit into a quart Ziploc to get frozen for later.
Also I now own so much baby bok choy I’m going to have it at every meal this week. They were only selling it in vast packages.
I’ll be dead of Steamed Buns Overindulgence by the end of the week, however, because I cannot stop.
https://www.instagram.com/p/B-Im9tthRsL/?igshid=15brqoebte6ph

Profile

dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
dragonlady7

January 2024

S M T W T F S
  1 2 3 4 5 6
7 8 9 10 11 12 13
14 15 16 17 18 19 20
21 22 23 24 25 2627
28293031   

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Feb. 9th, 2026 08:04 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios