Nov. 13th, 2016

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oh well how’s the writing going, you might ask, since you’ve had an unprecedented weekend day at home and have actually sat and written a little bit, i know, crazy

and the way the writing is going is this

i’m writing a sex scene and i’ve put 2k words into it today and someone just– just– finally– touched a dick just now.

that’s how the writing is going. what are they doing for 2k words? 

oh you know. not fucking. that’s my recipe for success. that’s how you write a sex scene.

also it’s not the story i meant to be working on. and i was like, i can bang (heh) out this sex scene since i have a moment to myself, i might as well finish that off and then go back to the other thing.

noooope.

(Is it hot? No, it’s boring mushy post-official-engagement sex for Shara and Kes. Phooey.) 
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Yay that finishing Facepunch is still gonna happen! :)

Chapter 19 is really… scraps, it’s like 2500 words long. I don’t know. But I have a really great epilogue mostly written, and then I have 10k of a wrapup of the Bucky&/Peggy friendship/more arc that I started with Even More So that hinges on Facepunch being done before I can post it. So.

I really do have a big incentive to finish it. And if I hadn’t hated literally everything the MCU has done since Winter Soldier, I probably would have reprioritized it at some point, but I’m not holding my breath for a movie to give me anything I want anymore.

It’s still technically in-progress, though. For sure. 

(And then I have at least 10k of Full of Grace written that’s just waiting for a dumb bridge scene, so.)

Bucky surfaced with a leisurely few strokes, enjoying his relative buoyancy. He’d gotten the hang of picking out the details of his body in the virtual reality; Steve had asked him to come as biological as possible, so he’d reverted himself as close as he could to his pre-Winter Soldier appearance. Which meant a little less muscle, but a human left arm, and he was getting good enough at this that he could remember details like the freckle on his left forearm and the scar on his left thumb.

Another perk of Tony’s revamp of the virtual reality system was that the pool was no longer freezing fucking cold. It wasn’t warm, exactly, but it was a pretty comfortable landing. Bucky rolled over and did a backstroke, enjoying the way everything felt totally fucking normal from his left side. His current prosthesis was pretty sweet, but sometimes it was nice to just… be human.

Since you could jack in so easily now, it wasn’t at all something to dread. He’d figured his memories’ overwhelming unpleasantness would mean he never grew to like this place, but after only two or three sessions, mostly with Natasha, he found himself looking forward to it. It was incredible to get those memories back, all those false days, chunks of a lifetime spent in here with Natasha, conspiring against those who held them. It must have all been over a short period of time in the real world, before they realized the two of them were perhaps too effective together, but in their memories in here, it stretched out in weeks, months, intermittent years.

“C’mon, lazybones,” Steve said from the edge of the pool, his deep voice reverberating off all the hard tile. “Just because Tony made the pool comfortable doesn’t mean that’s all we’re doin’ here!”

(see it uses the Facepunch VR environment and the stuff I reveal about it in the epilogue so I can’t post it until I finish Facepunch.)
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Gotta say, I’m a sucker for reading what comes out of your kink of people talking things out like grownups. It’s a very good thing. :)

morganeilish said: I love everything about this!

seramarias said: I am in favor of all of this. All of it. :-)

I hope at some point that I get time to write it out the long way because I love the idea of it and also there is never enough porn about pretty boys crying for cathartic purposes, y’know? I feel like it’s what we need in these trying times. 

agenderdaryl replied to your post “buttons-beads-lace replied to your post “*cackles wildly* I was just…”

“…my kink of people talking things out like grownups” you are perfect

<3 Ha ha ha! If only I were good at this in real life.

Ha ha. Ohh. Oh well. Hey! I must be marginally competent at some of it. My dude keeps making me dinner. Yesterday I rescued him from a terrifying centipede in the shower by scooping the hideous monster up in Tupperware and throwing it out the door, screaming like a banshee the entire time, because I am a Mighty Hero and have Functional Relationships.
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I’ll be honest, I’m not much for porn stuff 99% of the time but I’ve always enjoyed what you’ve written because its about feelings and fun and stuff just as much as the sex. idek you’re just really good at writing excellent porn that I enjoy.

Awwww thanks! That kind of means a lot. <3 <3 <3 

I have some moderate anxiety over this phenomenon, is the thing, because sometimes I wish I could write G-rated stuff, and when people are like “well just edit the sex out” I’m like but then when do your characters have revelations about their emotions? I keep accidentally winding plot all through the porn, and so if I go back and excise the porn I have to come up with another time for that plot to happen, and it’s. It’s annoying, is all.

I think it’s similar to the earlier rant I had about how sometimes works of fiction, just like bouquets and wreaths and things, kind of take a shape, and you have to go into it with certain expectations and be open to taking another path if that’s not working out. I have to go into something telling myself “no porn”, I think, because if I put it in there and then decide later for external reasons that I have to take it out, it won’t work. 

I do find that I can’t have porn without plot at all, though. It could be because of my particular niche on the ace spectrum– I’m demisexual, so I don’t really understand about having sex for sex’s sake, just like being bisexual means I don’t really understand what being monosexual would be like? I don’t know if that’s really what it is, but it’s got to affect things. 

IDK. Anyway. (The current thing with Kes and Shara is Shara’s POV trying to imagine staying with one person long enough to watch them physically change, and it’s driven home by how rapidly her body is physically changing with pregnancy.)
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I’m not in that many fandoms so I don’t know what it would be like to not have a good share of epics. I mean, I guess I’m in a few little fandoms, but they’re mostly book fandoms so I figure the canon material is more like a fic itself. 

(If Martha Wells stops writing Raksura maybe I’ll do an epic. Probably not though.)

Long fic problems are kind of… I mean. I think I have a better grasp, now, after about twenty years of writing (wait 2016-1991=25, ok 25 years of writing) what kind of factors go into making a piece long vs short and where you can go wrong in estimating that. But it’s taken about that whole time. It’s really hard to just– make something be the length you want it to, and it doesn’t always work.

Sometimes you can force it, sometimes it’s just–

For some reason, probably because that’s what I’ve been doing a lot of lately, it’s all suggesting itself in metaphors about wreath-making. So we make holiday wreaths on the farm, out of a combo of purchased Canadian balsam boughs and locally-harvested pine, spruce, cedar, juniper etc. These are made by buying a wire wreath form– a circle with some giant staples on it– and then sticking bits of greenery you’ve cut to length into the staples, and then clamping them shut with a foot-pedal-operated clamp set into a table. I should post a video, it’s kind of neat.

Anyway. If you’re making a wreath, you can make a lot of choices about its final form while you’re doing the prep. #1 is, of course, picking the wire form you’re building it on– we have six, eight, ten, twelve, fifteen, eighteen, twenty-four, or thirty-six inch forms, some of them new and some leftovers from prior years, and then we also have flat swag forms that are similar but not curved, and so on. So you pick what size you’re making, and you cut your branches– the length you cut them to could be dictated by the size of the form you’re using, but I found that sometimes, I’d cut a whole bunch and then look at my pile of greenery and put the six inch form back and grab an eighteen, because the branches I had were really pretty big.

And then when you’re loading up each staple thingy, you have to pick an assortment of branches, and some are going to be uglier and go in the back, and then the top ones are pretty, and you want some to extend over the previous or next staple and either go under the next bit or be pulled out of the way so they can flop over the previous bit after it’s clamped– and the angle you put them in at is going to dictate how much fluffier than the form the wreath is. You can make quite a small flat wreath, or a really extravagant and big and floofy one, depending on how you fill each clamp. (The key is consistency. One under-full staple can be compensated for with a bow, but if you go fat-thin-fat-thin-fat-thin-thin-fat it’s going to look like shit no matter how you fluff it afterward.)

And in the end you may end up with exactly what you set out to make, but you really, really may not. Practice will mean you’ll be aware as you’re going that this one is turning out mega-fluffy so you better cut some more before you keep going, but once you have one staple clamped down you really can’t turn back. 

Bouquets work the same way, all summer I made fresh bouquets, and we had to make them to either a five-dollar or eight-dollar size, and sometimes you started with a really extravagant sunflower and you knew this was an eight, and sometimes you were planning on a five and you got nearly done and realized, hoshit, this one needs a bunch more stuff in it to balance it out and when I’m done, it’s not going to be a five anymore. Practice helps you figure out what’s going on earlier, but it also helps to know that there’s more than one target to aim for. 

The woman who sold the business to my sister was mostly not great at business or at passing information, but when she gave us the ten-minute tutorial that was the sum total of knowledge transfer on both bouquets and wreaths, she kept saying “Do what pleases you,” meaning you should let your aesthetic preference dictate the outcome, because that’s the only really true thing about any of it. 

And while her business acumen wasn’t the most amazing thing, it has been a good adage for me to keep in mind. Do what pleases you. Let the work dictate itself a bit. 

You just kind of have to be prepared for that, and have a kind of framework to know what other targets you could aim for if your initial assumptions don’t work out. 
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“His aides say he has also expressed interest in continuing to hold the large rallies that were a staple of his candidacy. He likes the instant gratification and adulation that the cheering crowds provide, and his aides are discussing how they might accommodate his demand.”
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Donald Trump Prepares for White House Move, but His Tower May Still Beckon

Signs of an eroding democracy according to Richard Engel

Blame everything on immigration.

Blame the media for any problems.

Blame the media for protests.

Criticize the media for being unamerican.

Use of the word traitor to describe the opposition.

Use of the word cancer to describe the opposition.

Mass rallies by his supporters that look potentially intimidating.

Calls for referendums that go to the people in order to get around the constitution.

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jesus christ.

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