Oct. 31st, 2015

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This is one of my biggest problems on Tumblr as well, as a rule.  I’ve been lucky enough to meet some lovely people that I consider friends, but by and large it’s very difficult to do because at least for me, the primary way I made friends in previous incarnations of fandom were through comment threads and discussions that went on over long periods of time, sometimes spreading over different formats.  I have a group of friends I met on message boards during my X File days, for instance, that I’d consider the equivalent of what most people would call their high school or college “squad:” roughly half of us are no longer anywhere near fandom, but I’ve known them for over half my life now and while our level of interaction may rise and fall with what’s going on in our lives, I don’t see myself ever fully losing track of/connection with this group of people – they’re that significant a part of my life, even when I go long periods without taking to them.  And I have a few more friends, whom I met in various other LJ-based fandoms, who I would also place in that category.  But the thing about both message board and LJ-fandom culture is that it allowed for long, in-depth conversations over extended periods of time.  It wasn’t unusual in either format to have discussions that lasted days or even weeks, with participants sometimes unable to log in daily (due to access or real-life time constraints), and as a result I think while the speed of the discussions were often slower, the content tended to be more in-depth, as once you had the time available, you were responding to multiple points, and engaging with a greater awareness that there was a person on the other end of the line (so to speak).  And of course, once a discussion slowed or went down to two people, it was much easier to transfer to email or a messaging service, since both message boards and LJ messaging tended to be a little less akin to tying a message to a chicken and throwing it in the direction of your intended target, hoping for the best.

I’ve seen discussion about how Tumblr is a superior platform because it’s better for lurkers – and I can see on some level how that is true.  Tumblr is in many ways a great leveler: anyone can create a blog that’s “worth watching” in that the majority of any Tumblr blog consists of reblogs and rapid-fire images to be consumed quickly and pushed down on a dash just as fast.  But the downside to this, I think, is the anonymity of it.  We are actively discouraged from adding discourse: don’t add commentary, it clogs the images and ruins aesthetic.  Don’t leave your opinion, no one wants that!  Anything you want to say should be in the tags, where they disappear upon reblogs.  Just reblog, baby, reblog; don’t speak, don’t think, don’t talk.  I also believe this contributes to the often-antagonistic slant to much of Tumblr’s discourse: there’s so little in the way of “voice” on most blogs that it’s far easier to forget that blogs are comprised of individuals, with personalities, emotions and complex relationships to the texts they engage with.  It’s far easier to reduce people to extremes.  

The thing I wish Tumblr had more than anything else was a comments system worth using.  I hate the extent to which any kind of discussion is reliant on opening new posts, or reblogging the same post repeatedly in a kind of unwieldy threading system, until it’s gotten big enough that there’s just no way to keep going.  I’d love to see Tumblr embrace Dreamwidth as a simultaneous-use platform, i.e., someone writes meta and the “read more” sends you to Dreamwidth where openaccess posting allows for commentary and threading using your Tumblr name (or even anonymous posting, if it makes the commenter more comfortable).  I’d also love to see this used as a way of keeping attention on fanfiction longer: perhaps Tumblr blogs devoted to reading and discussing lesser-recommended fic, with discussion taking place on Dreamwidth, but Tumblr used to tag the author, alerting them that – yes, people are reading your stories!, but without the immediate anxiety that comes with writing comments Directly On AO3.  Similarly, it would be lovely to see more people, who feel that Tumblr has been better for them in terms of allowing for visibility they didn’t get on DW/LJ, be able to use Tumblr to introduce themselves to DW: perhaps use Tumblr as a primary location, but still comment on DW.  Openaccess linking would draw hits to their Tumblrs, but regular commenting on DW would allow a space for their personalities to shine through in a way that (as you mention) isn’t really allowed for on Tumblr, where the best we can often hope for is that someone, somewhere will read our tags.

I do believe there’s a place for a platform like Tumblr in fandom.  But it is absolutely not as our primary platform.  At the end of the day, like it or not (unpopular? opinion forthcoming): fandom is a text-based culture.  It needs to be generative.  If it becomes primarily consumer-based it will die.  And right now, the Tumblr-based model is not sustainable for the very reason that it is alienating so many of those who create the material that keeps fandom going.  Gifsets are lovely, but they won’t sustain a fandom.  Eventually we will all be discussing the maybe 5% of fanfiction written by authors who can survive in this climate, and reblogging moving images of the texts we watch on screen.  That isn’t transformative fandom, and honestly it holds no appeal to me.
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So this funeral I’m going to tomorrow– we’re breaking up an anti-abortion protest. See, the protesters all meet up at the church for Mass, then march down to the women’s health clinic, then come back for a luncheon, and the funeral mass is right in the middle of when the luncheon would be, so they decided not to do it this week out of respect for the dead. 

I don’t know how I feel about this. 
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So-- I'm making a long post here, and manually linking it to my Tumblr, to manually link back here from my Tumblr, to maybe get some of the people over there making noise about trying to use a website that supports actual interaction again to come interact with me here.
Because I'm lonely there, so lonely.
This will probably crosspost automatically to my LJ but if it doesn't, I'll have to figure that out.
Some people are super good at making things like this work. I'm not.
Over here I literally have no one on my reading list who updates. I thought i had subscribed to a bunch of people, but I don't know if I really have; I also don't know if they really update. That's the confusion. But literally no one posts on my reading page, which means that either nobody uses this site who I've followed, or I followed them wrong.
C'est la vie, as a confused-not-good-user-of-technology.
So I'm trying to add people who I've seen on Tumblr mention that they have DWs, but I'm really not sure that actually works? I'm trying.

What prompted this?
I was going through an old external hard-drive, with manual backups of my old computers on it, and I found a little banner someone had made back when everyone was getting a DW account, and it said, "I survived Strikethrough '07!"
So I posted it on Tumblr, and it has gone around enough that i now see it back on my feed again.
I wish I had some idea who originally made it, I'd credit them, but of course, I don't know. And that highlights one of the issues with LJ/DW; I clearly downloaded that gif to re-share it, because i wanted to post it in support of its creator, whoever that was-- but my only option was to save the file on my computer, and re-upload it myself.
Which is what preserved it, since I hadn't purged any of those types of files from that computer when it came time to scrape everything off it and get a new box, years ago.
But undoubtedly, wherever I'd posted it to actually share it, that's a broken link now, because who knows what hosting service I used.
Tumblr has things to offer, and the format of everyone standing around repeating jokes to one another has a major, major bonus to it-- that means you hear jokes that your friends find funny instead of them reacting to them in isolation and you not hearing it. So posts get a much wider audience. It's a great way to disseminate an idea.
But only if that idea is freestanding and short and stands on its own. You can't have a conversation.
I want to have a conversation. I haven't made any genuine new friends in years on Tumblr-- I have some people who send me lovely messages somewhat frequently, but I have honestly no idea who they are. Some handles I recognize and think, this person comments often, I sort of figure I'm friends with this person-- but many of those people never post any content of their own, only reblogs with brief commentary at best, so I have *no idea* if they are even human, let alone who they are.
And some of them are faithful rebloggers of my content, basically preaching the word of any fic I write-- it's so lovely, and so wonderful. But I have no idea who they are, because they've never shown me anything like a face, anything i can recognize; some even change their URLs and then I've no idea if I've ever known them before.
It's lonely, it's really lonely. That's all.

So here's an experimental longform post that I'll go manually link to from Tumblr, and that's going to wreak havoc with all the fucking auto-forwarding shit I tried to set up which doesn't *quite* do what I wanted-- and I'm sorry to anyone, if there is anyone, who reads my feed on either DW or LJ, because there's absolutely nothing I can do about the enormous fucking "missing image" link in every single post-- I didn't put it in, so I can't take it out. I don't know what it is, or how to change it. I don't understand why it's there.
And I know, if I reblog something, the whole thing comes over a jumbled mess and there's no way at all to tell what part of it *I* actually wrote-- and if I write something long, it just truncates with no explanation. So that's obnoxious.
I'll have to undo it or redo it or fix it or something, but given that setting it up reduced me to incoherent tears, I'm not in a hurry to do it.
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Well, anyway, I’ve manually written an entry on DW to link to from here. 

This is me on Dreamwidth, and it links to my Livejournal there. 

I signed up for DW in 07 when everyone else did– or shortly thereafter– and I just used the same handle I had on LJ, and in a hilarious moment of Tumblr-ness I literally just saw a post last week on Tumblr about how racist the phrase “dragonlady” is to Asians, so I’m going to shuffle my feet and look down and say I signed up for LJ in ‘01 with a handle I’d come up with as a teenager and it’s a reference to a character in a fantasy novel I wrote when I was twelve and I had basically never seen a movie so I actually had no idea there was a racist trope of scary Asian ladies?

Anyway. It’s, that’s a thing. I’ve never successfully figured out how to use DW, and I’m about a thousand percent sure I’m doing it wrong because there’s literally no one on my reading page there, and surely *someone* would have updated. But if you subscribe to me I will attempt to subscribe back. And I would love to continue longer discussions over there. I miss having a conversation, I’m so lonely here, and now I can’t even comment on posts, or get comments, and I’m too self-conscious to send Asks and I don’t like to reblog. 

You can also say hi on LJ if that’s a site you use, it’s linked to from there, I sort of check both intermittently. I don’t know, I just don’t, I’m awful at technology but I’m just so lonely. I spent my young adulthood in Livejournal’s heyday and I’ve never recovered from its loss. 
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