continuation.
Oct. 3rd, 2003 11:32 amheadache. not headache so much as on-verge-of-painful tension throughout scalp and shoulders, especially concentrated in eye muscles, and an overall desire to perform violence upon the deserving. exacerbated by general feeling of personal worthlessness and overall sense of futility. would go home sick but things wouldn't be better there so might as well stay here and be pointlessly angry.
decided to have cookie and cup of tea to calm and comfort self. dropped cookie into tea, splashing crumbs and tea everywhere all over desk. had to fish cookie out; cookie was inedible mass of soggy crumbs, tea undrinkable.
don't have another cookie.
cookieless.
have to clean desk. and keyboard. don't want to.
boss is enthusiastically micromanaging me.
must not kill him; would never get out of prison, and company would probably fold.
don't want to go to prison.
he means well.
small consolation.
my eyes have crossed boundary into actual pain now... can't look at screen.
have no tasks i can perform without using computer.
bollocks.
decided to have cookie and cup of tea to calm and comfort self. dropped cookie into tea, splashing crumbs and tea everywhere all over desk. had to fish cookie out; cookie was inedible mass of soggy crumbs, tea undrinkable.
don't have another cookie.
cookieless.
have to clean desk. and keyboard. don't want to.
boss is enthusiastically micromanaging me.
must not kill him; would never get out of prison, and company would probably fold.
don't want to go to prison.
he means well.
small consolation.
my eyes have crossed boundary into actual pain now... can't look at screen.
have no tasks i can perform without using computer.
bollocks.
this is from kat
Date: 2003-10-03 02:26 pm (UTC)