shit on a stick
Oct. 22nd, 2002 03:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dragonlady7Was today the shittiest day I've ever had?
No, probably not. I can't remember the specifics of my shittiest day.
Was today pretty fuckin' shitty?
Yes.
Very?
Yes.
Extremely?
Yes.
More could have gone wrong. As it is I didn't even actually cry once. I came pretty damn close. And the fact that things didn't go as wrong as they could have doesn't mean they didn't go wrong.
I'm alive, and relatively undamaged, and really, really, really want to go shoot things.
But, can't just now.
I went and did successfully complete my errands. But, in the most stressful, upsetting, meaninglessly shitty way possible. And I got lost in Jersey City during what might loosely be described as rush "hour"-- i.e. an especially congested example of people driving like FUCKS. People park in driving lanes, make left turns in front of oncoming traffic, hurl themselves at you and then don't let you in if you're in a lane where someone is suddenly PARKED (usually right next to an open space that they just didn't feel like pulling into)... etc.
And I struggled home and well, the DSL was still working, and that's good, but I had no email or communiques of any kind from anyone, so I'm feeling uniquely unloved. :-( Not even a comment or an IM.
somebody, anybody, leave a comment or e-mail me or something, to give me something to brood on besides how shitty the human race really is... you can even be mean to me; it's just as distracting as nice things.
Anybody? Is anybody out there???
No, probably not. I can't remember the specifics of my shittiest day.
Was today pretty fuckin' shitty?
Yes.
Very?
Yes.
Extremely?
Yes.
More could have gone wrong. As it is I didn't even actually cry once. I came pretty damn close. And the fact that things didn't go as wrong as they could have doesn't mean they didn't go wrong.
I'm alive, and relatively undamaged, and really, really, really want to go shoot things.
But, can't just now.
I went and did successfully complete my errands. But, in the most stressful, upsetting, meaninglessly shitty way possible. And I got lost in Jersey City during what might loosely be described as rush "hour"-- i.e. an especially congested example of people driving like FUCKS. People park in driving lanes, make left turns in front of oncoming traffic, hurl themselves at you and then don't let you in if you're in a lane where someone is suddenly PARKED (usually right next to an open space that they just didn't feel like pulling into)... etc.
And I struggled home and well, the DSL was still working, and that's good, but I had no email or communiques of any kind from anyone, so I'm feeling uniquely unloved. :-( Not even a comment or an IM.
somebody, anybody, leave a comment or e-mail me or something, to give me something to brood on besides how shitty the human race really is... you can even be mean to me; it's just as distracting as nice things.
Anybody? Is anybody out there???
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Date: 2002-10-22 02:32 pm (UTC)i used to get lost often, and all the time.
i will try to remember to tell you more later when my head doesn't feel like someone is firing cannonballs in it.
Gragh!
Date: 2002-10-23 03:02 am (UTC)Re: Gragh!
Date: 2002-10-23 09:19 am (UTC)I will let you know as soon as possible what days I will be where. That would be AWESOME!!!
That, by the way, is the cutest picture of a kitty I have ever seen.
And I just realized that, weeks ago, I replied to an email you sent, and it wasn't sending, so I cut and pasted the text out of the email into a notepad document to send later, and... never did. It's on Dave's computer... somewhere. Oh dear.
Sorry about that.
Re: Gragh!
Date: 2002-10-24 02:36 am (UTC)this is kathleen the googly eyes (see image)
Sorry you had such a shitty day. I'm moving to Albany so I didn't check the live journal, so this is days late, but still...um...helloooo.