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Mar. 23rd, 2002 11:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dragonlady7i've done little of note today.
laundry. that's one good thing i did.
i'm doing that thing now, where i'm mostly done with a project, and then i slack off until the last possible minute.
i can't afford to to that, there's still too much left to do.
i've been distracted by my old files that i can access now. I may spend the summer working on them.
it's going to be very complicated for me to get the web access I'll need. I don't know how long I can keep my stuff on Darius' server. I may need to get my own.
I don't know anything about doing that. Eek. It's a frightening thought. I wouldn't even know where to start.
(Maybe I'll have to cut down what I have online, and cram everything onto my cif-space? Oh dear. That doesn't suit me at all. I should ask about getting UR alum space; apparently you can. Somewhere I can put my images! It's important to me to stay someplace hands-off where the only popups are ones I put there myself. I don't know... we'll see where I end up. Random thoughts to be having right now!)
But I want to make that online novel I thought about last year. I want to finish my original novel. Those characters are too alive, too deep now for me to abandon them. Sure I need to work a lot more on them; for example, they need voices; they have personalities but no individual voices, they all just sound like me... but the scenarios, the themes, the emotions, they're all so real to me that I have to keep working on that story. And I could do it in an online format. I know I could, that's the only way it could work. But I'll have to somehow have space to keep working... keep painting too, I'll need more images. (Was looking at apartments online today, just to get a feel for what's out there-- realized i didn't know precisely what a studio was, still don't understand really, still can't figure out what's a reasonable rent for one, or where to look... Excited at the thought of living alone, i really think i need to live alone for at least most of next year, though USAA (my bank) tells me I shouldn't spend more than 28% of my income on housing, and that's not likely to be enough for me to afford a nice place of my own, unless my income's a damn sight bigger than i'm expecting it to be.) Anyhow...
cough, cough-- head hurts a lot! urgh. no more coughing. it's time for nyquil. eugh.
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laundry. that's one good thing i did.
i'm doing that thing now, where i'm mostly done with a project, and then i slack off until the last possible minute.
i can't afford to to that, there's still too much left to do.
i've been distracted by my old files that i can access now. I may spend the summer working on them.
it's going to be very complicated for me to get the web access I'll need. I don't know how long I can keep my stuff on Darius' server. I may need to get my own.
I don't know anything about doing that. Eek. It's a frightening thought. I wouldn't even know where to start.
(Maybe I'll have to cut down what I have online, and cram everything onto my cif-space? Oh dear. That doesn't suit me at all. I should ask about getting UR alum space; apparently you can. Somewhere I can put my images! It's important to me to stay someplace hands-off where the only popups are ones I put there myself. I don't know... we'll see where I end up. Random thoughts to be having right now!)
But I want to make that online novel I thought about last year. I want to finish my original novel. Those characters are too alive, too deep now for me to abandon them. Sure I need to work a lot more on them; for example, they need voices; they have personalities but no individual voices, they all just sound like me... but the scenarios, the themes, the emotions, they're all so real to me that I have to keep working on that story. And I could do it in an online format. I know I could, that's the only way it could work. But I'll have to somehow have space to keep working... keep painting too, I'll need more images. (Was looking at apartments online today, just to get a feel for what's out there-- realized i didn't know precisely what a studio was, still don't understand really, still can't figure out what's a reasonable rent for one, or where to look... Excited at the thought of living alone, i really think i need to live alone for at least most of next year, though USAA (my bank) tells me I shouldn't spend more than 28% of my income on housing, and that's not likely to be enough for me to afford a nice place of my own, unless my income's a damn sight bigger than i'm expecting it to be.) Anyhow...
cough, cough-- head hurts a lot! urgh. no more coughing. it's time for nyquil. eugh.
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