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Mar. 19th, 2002 12:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dragonlady7ok, no thesis comments. that's... depressing.
but somewhat trivial.
i cried myself home from Elmira after learning from my sister that my dad does indeed have prostate cancer.
This isn't happy.
I'm so tired.
Fiona forgot to give me my digital camera. I brought her $50 worth of groceries, and made her dinner, and we hung out and had a great time, and I potted her water-soaked jade plants for her, and then... forgot to get the camera I'd just driven 200 miles for.
Endless frustration.
So I'm forseeing a night of crying myself to sleep.
It's one of those times where I don't want to cry myself to sleep alone. It's times like this when i really really miss having someone to hold me and remind me I'm not the only person in the world.
But dammit, it's been three years now and more since I had anyone like that, and we weren't even allowed to spend the night together then.
So any of you who have someone that you get to sleep next to every night, or at least that you can count on to be there when you call crying on the phone, remember how lucky you are.
my whole head hurts.
not my most cheerful post.
hm... I did get a very nice postcard from Max today thanking me for the postcard stamps. So that's something. Something very nice. Very nice. I wonder where he is.
but somewhat trivial.
i cried myself home from Elmira after learning from my sister that my dad does indeed have prostate cancer.
This isn't happy.
I'm so tired.
Fiona forgot to give me my digital camera. I brought her $50 worth of groceries, and made her dinner, and we hung out and had a great time, and I potted her water-soaked jade plants for her, and then... forgot to get the camera I'd just driven 200 miles for.
Endless frustration.
So I'm forseeing a night of crying myself to sleep.
It's one of those times where I don't want to cry myself to sleep alone. It's times like this when i really really miss having someone to hold me and remind me I'm not the only person in the world.
But dammit, it's been three years now and more since I had anyone like that, and we weren't even allowed to spend the night together then.
So any of you who have someone that you get to sleep next to every night, or at least that you can count on to be there when you call crying on the phone, remember how lucky you are.
my whole head hurts.
not my most cheerful post.
hm... I did get a very nice postcard from Max today thanking me for the postcard stamps. So that's something. Something very nice. Very nice. I wonder where he is.
