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awisekraken:
bomberqueen17:
listen anhedonia sucks but here’s a keen little depression life hack, if you’re in an anhedonic state then it doesn’t matter what anything tastes like since you’re not gonna enjoy it so now’s the time for doing stupid shit like when your dude steals almost all of the rest of the coffee you made extra of to take to work in your travel mug you can just top that fucker off with the weird herbal tea you brewed with immune boosters and depression busters and all kinds of weird herbology bullshit, it doesn’t matter if you combine that with coffee and it tastes fuckin’ bizarre because you wouldn’t have enjoyed it if it tasted good anyway. It’s hot and it’s sweetened, so suck that shit down and don’t worry about it. Your barely functional brain can’t tell the difference and the confusion’s probably the only real emotion you’re gonna get today, so just tell yourself this is what enjoying something feels like, you don’t know any better anyway.
Seriously this might be a taste sensation. It kind of tastes like ass, but like. uh. herbal ass. who fucking knows, it’s great.
#echinacea and st johns wort and borage and mint and green tea and honey#and coffee
That sounds awful and I don’t remember what borage does but the rest of it *thumbs up*
Like cough syrup, I guess? Tastes awful, but works.
It tastes fine without the coffee, it turns out. But I wanted a cup of coffee to bring, so. It seemed reasonable to just combine the tea that didn’t fit into the bottle with the pathetic remaining dregs of coffee. But then I also brought the bottle of just the tea and it’s perfectly reasonable in flavor. I mean, intense and weird, but not horrible. With the coffee it was pretty horrible. But I drank it all anyway. Borage is supposed to be cleansing and generally helpful at exorcising illness, iirc. You shouldn’t drink it habitually, but I’m incapable of maintaining enough of a routine in anything to form any habits, so I’m fine. Ugh. I’m definitely getting a cold and don’t have time for that, though. Also my dude accidentally uninstalled the app I use to text him so by noon today he hadn’t texted me back in three days over twelve texts, and rationally I knew it must be a glitch because we’ve spoken in person during that time and he’d surely have mentioned if he hated me but it was doing a real number on my head so I’m glad to have that question answered. Monday. And I gotta go vote early tomorrow, I’m driving out to rochester tomorrow night straight after work so I won’t have time then.

awisekraken:
bomberqueen17:
listen anhedonia sucks but here’s a keen little depression life hack, if you’re in an anhedonic state then it doesn’t matter what anything tastes like since you’re not gonna enjoy it so now’s the time for doing stupid shit like when your dude steals almost all of the rest of the coffee you made extra of to take to work in your travel mug you can just top that fucker off with the weird herbal tea you brewed with immune boosters and depression busters and all kinds of weird herbology bullshit, it doesn’t matter if you combine that with coffee and it tastes fuckin’ bizarre because you wouldn’t have enjoyed it if it tasted good anyway. It’s hot and it’s sweetened, so suck that shit down and don’t worry about it. Your barely functional brain can’t tell the difference and the confusion’s probably the only real emotion you’re gonna get today, so just tell yourself this is what enjoying something feels like, you don’t know any better anyway.
Seriously this might be a taste sensation. It kind of tastes like ass, but like. uh. herbal ass. who fucking knows, it’s great.
#echinacea and st johns wort and borage and mint and green tea and honey#and coffee
That sounds awful and I don’t remember what borage does but the rest of it *thumbs up*
Like cough syrup, I guess? Tastes awful, but works.
It tastes fine without the coffee, it turns out. But I wanted a cup of coffee to bring, so. It seemed reasonable to just combine the tea that didn’t fit into the bottle with the pathetic remaining dregs of coffee. But then I also brought the bottle of just the tea and it’s perfectly reasonable in flavor. I mean, intense and weird, but not horrible. With the coffee it was pretty horrible. But I drank it all anyway. Borage is supposed to be cleansing and generally helpful at exorcising illness, iirc. You shouldn’t drink it habitually, but I’m incapable of maintaining enough of a routine in anything to form any habits, so I’m fine. Ugh. I’m definitely getting a cold and don’t have time for that, though. Also my dude accidentally uninstalled the app I use to text him so by noon today he hadn’t texted me back in three days over twelve texts, and rationally I knew it must be a glitch because we’ve spoken in person during that time and he’d surely have mentioned if he hated me but it was doing a real number on my head so I’m glad to have that question answered. Monday. And I gotta go vote early tomorrow, I’m driving out to rochester tomorrow night straight after work so I won’t have time then.
