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things you learn about yourself while writing idtastic fluff: your kinks.
my kinks, apparently: #1 People Talking It Out Like Grownups, with a healthy side of You’re Not A Bad Person And It Will All Be Okay
#2 Found Family Assembled Out Of Randos
#3 Accidental Mild D/s Undertones That Are Maybe Not Just Undertones
#4 Incredibly Supportive Dads
(You all knew it, didn’t you! I can’t write Stormpilot without goddamn Kes Dameron showing up and Becoming Everyone’s Dad.)
I won’t apologize for my kinks, but, I admit I’m a little weirded-out. I literally told myself I should do Whatever I Wanted, and. Uh. I just. I did the same things i always do only with less plot and more profanity.
Kes sighed, and that made this a three-sigh phone call. An angry sigh, a resigned sigh, and now probably the adrenaline letdown sigh. No good. “She talked about how happy you seemed, how well you played and how much fun you had. And all I could think about while I was calling and calling your phone was every news story, where they always ask the grieving family and they always say–” Kes had to stop, voice going thin.
“Papa,” Poe said, closing his eyes.
“I’m sorry,” Kes said, and he was nearly under control again, because if there was one thing Kes Dameron was, besides the most embarrassing dad in history, it was a stone-cold badass. (How these two things could coexist was difficult to explain to the uninitiated.) “That’s just– every damn news story is always like that. He seemed so happy, they say, we can’t understand, they say.”
“It’s because nobody wants to say he was a sack of shit,” Poe said, putting the quote in English in a fakey voice and drawling accent.
things you learn about yourself while writing idtastic fluff: your kinks.
my kinks, apparently: #1 People Talking It Out Like Grownups, with a healthy side of You’re Not A Bad Person And It Will All Be Okay
#2 Found Family Assembled Out Of Randos
#3 Accidental Mild D/s Undertones That Are Maybe Not Just Undertones
#4 Incredibly Supportive Dads
(You all knew it, didn’t you! I can’t write Stormpilot without goddamn Kes Dameron showing up and Becoming Everyone’s Dad.)
I won’t apologize for my kinks, but, I admit I’m a little weirded-out. I literally told myself I should do Whatever I Wanted, and. Uh. I just. I did the same things i always do only with less plot and more profanity.
Kes sighed, and that made this a three-sigh phone call. An angry sigh, a resigned sigh, and now probably the adrenaline letdown sigh. No good. “She talked about how happy you seemed, how well you played and how much fun you had. And all I could think about while I was calling and calling your phone was every news story, where they always ask the grieving family and they always say–” Kes had to stop, voice going thin.
“Papa,” Poe said, closing his eyes.
“I’m sorry,” Kes said, and he was nearly under control again, because if there was one thing Kes Dameron was, besides the most embarrassing dad in history, it was a stone-cold badass. (How these two things could coexist was difficult to explain to the uninitiated.) “That’s just– every damn news story is always like that. He seemed so happy, they say, we can’t understand, they say.”
“It’s because nobody wants to say he was a sack of shit,” Poe said, putting the quote in English in a fakey voice and drawling accent.
