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I mean on the one hand phew I’m not really pregnant from sexting but on the other hand
uggggghhhhhhhh
(by the way this is the first time i’ve used that tumblr gif search and “blood elevator” “the shining blood” “blood elevator door” “come on that gif everyone uses for their period” all brought up nothing, i had to go through the entire “the shining” tag you jerks thanks for nothing)
and there were customers who let themselves in at five to nine and were like “hellooooo? are you open” and I’m like let’s see, lights are all off, nobody greeted you, it is five minutes to nine o’clock and the door says nine on it, I’m in the office in the back turning machines on and stuff, I yelled “MORNING” without poking my head out when you opened the door because I figured you were the manager, what the fuck you think folks? but i was nice instead, and flustered, and said idiotic things and had no idea what anything cost, and then they asked me how to use your phone and I was like what kind of goddamn store do you think this is??? also I am a neoluddite harridan and know nothing, why would i be able to answer that question???
ENNEYWEYYYY.
I slept like shit last night, it was a million degrees and I had literally every fan I own on trying to make it less awful and then I woke up and thought someone was trying to break in and then I lay there for four hours ruminating on a commenter who told me that the “Poe Dameron Hurts So Pretty” tag is racist because it glorifies MOC pain, and I have no idea how to respond to that. ALSO I’m pretty sure all my attempts at writing nonwhite characters are sort of crappy, they’re all just white dudes with spray tans but it’s better to try and fail than not try at all right?? wahhh etcetera.
BUT.
I had a lot of thoughts about the writing I am not doing, which is better than no thoughts about writing, and so maybe I can make some good progress. But in a minute I’m totally going to post a Baby!Kes excerpt literally nobody wanted to see, because it’s disgustingly cute and relevant to nothing.
I mean on the one hand phew I’m not really pregnant from sexting but on the other hand
uggggghhhhhhhh
(by the way this is the first time i’ve used that tumblr gif search and “blood elevator” “the shining blood” “blood elevator door” “come on that gif everyone uses for their period” all brought up nothing, i had to go through the entire “the shining” tag you jerks thanks for nothing)
and there were customers who let themselves in at five to nine and were like “hellooooo? are you open” and I’m like let’s see, lights are all off, nobody greeted you, it is five minutes to nine o’clock and the door says nine on it, I’m in the office in the back turning machines on and stuff, I yelled “MORNING” without poking my head out when you opened the door because I figured you were the manager, what the fuck you think folks? but i was nice instead, and flustered, and said idiotic things and had no idea what anything cost, and then they asked me how to use your phone and I was like what kind of goddamn store do you think this is??? also I am a neoluddite harridan and know nothing, why would i be able to answer that question???
ENNEYWEYYYY.
I slept like shit last night, it was a million degrees and I had literally every fan I own on trying to make it less awful and then I woke up and thought someone was trying to break in and then I lay there for four hours ruminating on a commenter who told me that the “Poe Dameron Hurts So Pretty” tag is racist because it glorifies MOC pain, and I have no idea how to respond to that. ALSO I’m pretty sure all my attempts at writing nonwhite characters are sort of crappy, they’re all just white dudes with spray tans but it’s better to try and fail than not try at all right?? wahhh etcetera.
BUT.
I had a lot of thoughts about the writing I am not doing, which is better than no thoughts about writing, and so maybe I can make some good progress. But in a minute I’m totally going to post a Baby!Kes excerpt literally nobody wanted to see, because it’s disgustingly cute and relevant to nothing.
