dragonlady7

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ok so somehow i have not noticed this before but my boobs float like aggressively in water. i don’t think i submerge myself very often. at first i thought it was just that this hot tub has so many chemicals in it or something, but i think it’s that i just don’t go topless in pools usually and my swimsuit keeps them from doing that. anyway i am not a swimmer but in natural conditions i could never drown because i have my own built-in live vest. i am ridiculously buoyant.

This makes it a bit difficult to enjoy sitting in the tub though because if I sit in the seats, I am not covered by the water, because I am larger than the seats expect, and also specifically that part of me is not shaped as the seats expect. so if I ever get my own hot tub I would have to look around to find one that lets me sit in the seat without just having my entire chest be not in the water.

This is a petty objection and I have found various ways around it, but I also am really enjoying getting to be warm all the way through like that. like a human sous vide. sign me up. of course my skin can’t actually handle being chlorinated thus but like whatever.

So on this trip I brought a sewing machine and a serger. I wanted to spend yesterday sewing, but I also wanted to spend yesterday in the sunshine. So I mostly did hand-sewing. However, I did actually iron, trim, and sew the hem of my black homemade dress, and it was done in time to wear to dinner at a fancy asian fusion place, so I felt good about that.

Today is rainy, gloomy, but warm, and I plan to sew my ass off. The sewing machines are set up on a little work desk space that looks out the sliding glass door, and I figure that’s it, that’s my plan. I brought a mac n cheese casserole I baked yesterday for lunch and we’ll probably finish it today, and then tonight we can go out one more place, and then I’ll pack up my stuff and we’ll leave tomorrow morning in time to get to the farm for lunch for Mom’s birthday.

Big exciting plans. Last night whilst under the influence I did a bunch of tarot readings, and I’m not good at Tarot, but I kept coming up with cards that suggested states of overwhelm. I don’t really know how to fix it, none of them seemed to advise that, some of them said mean things about my possible outcomes. Maybe I’ll post separately about that, I wrote them down so I should reread them all sober and see if I can’t work something out.

Have I done any writing? No. But I’ve thought about things. Maybe today. (Your picture was not posted)