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why must reductress hurt me in this way

ok a) lmao me too girl, and

b) once burnout hits you CANNOT work that hard, by your standards, so odds are it actually hit a while ago and you just “powered through” because that’s what you’re used to doing. So now, every day, you’re hitting your limit and thinking “wtf man i used to be able to do this, i used to be competent, clever, diligent” and like yeah. you were. and that burns glucose. welcome to the dumb bitch zone.

and c), lmao, me too girl

fuck b) came for me harder than the first post did god damn

and like the brutal thing is that you may never have been particularly effective or productive and the problem is you’re burned out because you’ve been working your ass absolutely off just trying to achieve a minimal level of competence at life and failing because you have an undiagnosed learning disability or neurodivergence or you’re just stuck in a job you’re not suited to and don’t like or your life is just full of obstacles you haven’t managed to work around and there you are, totally ineffectual, never having accomplished shit, and now you’re in horrifying burnout and can’t even say “but at least I used to be competent” because you never were

ha ha haaaa

no i’m sure it’s seasonal affective disorder and not just all-consuming systemic despair laughs hollowly (Your picture was not posted)