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[dragonlady7]

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so i have had like rusty-grapefruit-spoon-scooping-my-innards-pain cramps all day, but. i was driving for five hours of that, and then there was family stuff nonstop, so at least i didn’t have any time to dwell on it. i am. seriously uncomfortable though.

and like. so much. so much blood. ugh. gross.

(did i bitch about this on here yet? my cycle has gone completely insane. i should double-check the dates. i know i missed February entirely and then March was like a Mega Event but i feel like it’s only been two weeks. I really ought to double-check.

mm yeah i just double checked and it’s like. two and a half weeks. so. yeah that’s a bummer.

anyway. i had a deep point. OH yes i decided that remaking my sister’s rock hard guest bed to put the mattress pad on it so i don’t cripple myself is too much effort so i am sleeping in the other guest bed which is a ¾ size rope tension bed from the 1800s, remade to have a box spring in it that makes it so tall you need to climb up into it with a stool, so i feel like the princess and the pea but Reno the cat has joined me and yes! this mattress is quite soft and pleasant! but also rocks terrifyingly if you roll over, so maybe i won’t hurt my hip but i will possibly get seasick in the night.

weird thing: i knew where i was all day but i didn’t recognize most of the thruway. like the major landmarks, sure, but– most of it did not look super familiar, which was weird and like. unreal. why. what is going on with my brain. idk. but it was disorienting. (Your picture was not posted)