lookninjas:1058.But this shouldn’t be up to me you

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1058.

But this shouldn’t be up to me you get that, right? Like it shouldn’t really be up to any of us – what is God but the Grownup of grownups, the one who Knows when we do not – but me, especially, and you as well I guess and goodness knows the Clown in Chief and his assorted assemblage of grifters and I guess maybe in the end better us, you and I of course, than them –

But I wish I believed in God, or in Grownups or anything to make this not mine God I wish, I wish I did.