saturday

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I forgot to do one of my loads of laundry this week. Wellllll, really I was saving it, to be a catchall for anything I forgot, and then it was rainy so I couldn’t do it and hang it out, but. anyway, tl;dr all my underpants are clipped to hangers and I will be driving to the farm later today with all my underwear line-drying in the car. Sighhhh.

I worked four ten-hour days this past week so I could have my birthday off and still actually get shit done at work, and STILL, yesterday at 5 I was like “fuck! I didn’t finish the thing I was going to do before I went away!” well, probably nobody will notice. Supervisor was like “yes I will work on that while you’re gone” (i do a bunch of prep work, he finalizes it, that’s how these projects work) but it took him a month last time I did this so I bet if I don’t mention it he won’t actually get to it this time either.

I have been poking at both ends of this strange Keira/Lambert thing I have going on and it seems to be taking shape as a kind of… indirect meditation on freeing oneself from rigid gender roles, we’ll see how that goes. of course, the part where Keira goes to Yennefer for mentoring in the ways of strap-on use, which I definitely began as an unabashedly Horny story, has now derailed into discussion, so we’ll see how that shakes out in the editing stages. I don’t have time to continue working on it at the moment which is a shame because Yennefer has just found another use for Keira’s mouth than all this talking.

(I write a lot of erotica, like a lot a lot, and I’m not saying I don’t find any of my own stuff hot, it’s just that’s not usually the primary motivation? so it was kind of funny when I had set out to do something else and was like ohhhhhhh boobies hot though. and i was like omg! i am actually going to write Something Horny? and then it’s all talking. hi-larious. we shall see, though. we shall see. I never know where these things are headed until they get there. but listen i am a very old and creaky bi chick who’s been monogamously paired with a cis guy for like 20 years almost so it’s a real long time since I well we’ll stop there but uhhhh tiddies.)

Oh my other Deep Thought should go in its own post but rest assured I’ve also been having Deep Thoughts on things, LOL.

Anyway. I need to get off the computer and go make breakfast and pack my car. I always fucking procrastinate because I dont’ want to drive across the state but I want to be there, so really, I need to just. Go.