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Apr. 27th, 2019 09:29 pmso ok I remembered that my period was due during this farm visit so I packed all my Special Time Undies and such but I forgot #1 my menstrual cup and #2 all the interchangeable cloth pad inserts for the Special Time Undies and such and so like
ok i did run out and buy a box of tampons, which are my least favorite of all the options but are easiest to dispose of here, but there also was last night's desperation move which involved a washcloth and let's just say that I'm going to have a Bad Laundry Time when I get home but also honestly it wasn't that bad and maybe I'm just going to stock up on fucking dark-colored washcloths because really
... at least the cramps aren't too bad this time? but oh my god. oh my god. *gif of the elevator door blood wave from The Shining* it is unreal, and I am Unprepared, and I will hit menopause never having gotten the fucking hang of dealing with the combo of a nomadic lifestyle and That Special Monthly Time. Also a month is like... the worst interval, it's both Forever Ago and All The Goddamn Time, too far apart to make a good habit but too close together to just go on and live your life. Urghhhh I would like to register A Complaint with whatever the Management is.
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Date: 2019-04-28 01:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-04-29 01:29 pm (UTC)By the way I often read your entries and am deeply horrified and sympathetic but words just elude me, so-- I'll try to be better about actually saying something, but often I'm not in a writing mode and it's hard. Just-- know, I'm horrified, for the most part, and deeply sympathetic to your frustrations and existential awfulness etc. <3
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Date: 2019-04-29 09:03 pm (UTC)