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mm mm mm i got a low-grade Feeling like i got in a fight with somebody and am feelin bad about it, buuuuuuuut i have replayed the events of the day and that has not happened, i haven’t even gotten in a fight on the internets, wtf brain
Does that happen to anyone else? It happens to me all the fucking time.
I think it’s gotta be, like, something to do with like, IDK, rejection-sensitive dysphoria which I deffo for sure have, combined with like, IDK, maybe anxiety, I probably have that? I don’t know. but I get this phantom i-have-Wronged-someone-and-am-Cranky-about-it feeling all the fucking time.
So then sometimes in an effort to justify it I crawl back through my memories and remember, say, a thoughtlessly unkind thing I said circa 2003 to a family friend, or hm, something awkward I did in sixth grade, or like–
it’s not fair, I have the world’s worst memory. I have like, five memories at any given time. All the good things that have ever happened to me got deleted to make room for this bullshit. Some of which I know I’m not even remembering right.
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mm mm mm i got a low-grade Feeling like i got in a fight with somebody and am feelin bad about it, buuuuuuuut i have replayed the events of the day and that has not happened, i haven’t even gotten in a fight on the internets, wtf brain
Does that happen to anyone else? It happens to me all the fucking time.
I think it’s gotta be, like, something to do with like, IDK, rejection-sensitive dysphoria which I deffo for sure have, combined with like, IDK, maybe anxiety, I probably have that? I don’t know. but I get this phantom i-have-Wronged-someone-and-am-Cranky-about-it feeling all the fucking time.
So then sometimes in an effort to justify it I crawl back through my memories and remember, say, a thoughtlessly unkind thing I said circa 2003 to a family friend, or hm, something awkward I did in sixth grade, or like–
it’s not fair, I have the world’s worst memory. I have like, five memories at any given time. All the good things that have ever happened to me got deleted to make room for this bullshit. Some of which I know I’m not even remembering right.
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