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Dug out my antique iBook or whatever they were called, back in the day. It still boots up and I can get Gdocs to open, but if I try to edit anything it crashes. So… read-only. OK cool.
So I’m rereading the bodhi/cassian thing and I can’t find any narrative arc or real character beats and I’m pretty sure it’s about 25k of nothing, which is truly unfortunate.
So, that didn’t cheer me up much. On the upside tho, the cat is snoring on my lap and it’s very cute.
January is really hard for me every year and I’ve made it through another one if I can just last a couple more hours. This one was at least largely terrible for external reasons so I guess that’s some variety.
I’m so tired. I’m so empty. Nothing I do does any good. I’m not fishing for reassurances at the moment, it just really feels like an objective fact.
I did tally up this month’s writing today. I wrote every day but the 1st, and excluding today, which I can’t count because dlno computer, I’m at 40987 words this month.
They’re all fine words I’m sure, but the order they’re in, I’m just not sure about.
Oh well, it’s better to do than not do I suppose.
Dug out my antique iBook or whatever they were called, back in the day. It still boots up and I can get Gdocs to open, but if I try to edit anything it crashes. So… read-only. OK cool.
So I’m rereading the bodhi/cassian thing and I can’t find any narrative arc or real character beats and I’m pretty sure it’s about 25k of nothing, which is truly unfortunate.
So, that didn’t cheer me up much. On the upside tho, the cat is snoring on my lap and it’s very cute.
January is really hard for me every year and I’ve made it through another one if I can just last a couple more hours. This one was at least largely terrible for external reasons so I guess that’s some variety.
I’m so tired. I’m so empty. Nothing I do does any good. I’m not fishing for reassurances at the moment, it just really feels like an objective fact.
I did tally up this month’s writing today. I wrote every day but the 1st, and excluding today, which I can’t count because dlno computer, I’m at 40987 words this month.
They’re all fine words I’m sure, but the order they’re in, I’m just not sure about.
Oh well, it’s better to do than not do I suppose.
