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bomberqueen17:
Feeling so shitty and generally incompetent that I went to take a nap to escape myself for a bit. I haven’t been sleeping well at all, so it was a welcome effort. I’d managed finally to ungrit my teeth from my personal failings and general dread enough to doze, but then Dude came in and yelled at me because he’s cranky and is making dinner anyway, and somehow me being awake too would make this less hard on him?
I don’t know, but now I’m simmering furious as well as stymied on basically all fronts, and if you recall, I am computerless, so I can’t escape as I normally do by writing, so I guess I’ll just sit here and be fucking miserable all night!
Jesus FUCK. Thanks a ton!
Oh :) he’s taking a nap now :) it turns out that for months apparently when I’ve been telling myself I was just being paranoid that he was mad at me he really was mad at me :) the whole time for real :) Those little smileys are me losing my goddman mind :) Everything is great :)
bomberqueen17:
Feeling so shitty and generally incompetent that I went to take a nap to escape myself for a bit. I haven’t been sleeping well at all, so it was a welcome effort. I’d managed finally to ungrit my teeth from my personal failings and general dread enough to doze, but then Dude came in and yelled at me because he’s cranky and is making dinner anyway, and somehow me being awake too would make this less hard on him?
I don’t know, but now I’m simmering furious as well as stymied on basically all fronts, and if you recall, I am computerless, so I can’t escape as I normally do by writing, so I guess I’ll just sit here and be fucking miserable all night!
Jesus FUCK. Thanks a ton!
Oh :) he’s taking a nap now :) it turns out that for months apparently when I’ve been telling myself I was just being paranoid that he was mad at me he really was mad at me :) the whole time for real :) Those little smileys are me losing my goddman mind :) Everything is great :)
