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so i have had like rusty-grapefruit-spoon-scooping-my-innards-pain cramps
all day, but. i was driving for five hours of that, and then there was
family stuff nonstop, so at least i didn’t have any time to dwell on it. i
am. seriously uncomfortable though.
and like. so much. so much blood. ugh. gross.
(did i bitch about this on here yet? my cycle has gone completely insane. i
should double-check the dates. i know i missed February entirely and then
March was like a Mega Event but i feel like it’s only been two weeks. I
really ought to double-check.
mm yeah i just double checked and it’s like. two and a half weeks. so. yeah
that’s a bummer.
anyway. i had a deep point. OH yes i decided that remaking my sister’s
rock hard guest bed to put the mattress pad on it so i don’t cripple myself
is too much effort so i am sleeping in the other guest bed which is a ¾
size rope tension bed from the 1800s, remade to have a box spring in it
that makes it so tall you need to climb up into it with a stool, so i feel
like the princess and the pea but Reno the cat has joined me and yes! this
mattress is quite soft and pleasant! but also rocks terrifyingly if you
roll over, so maybe i won’t hurt my hip but i will possibly get seasick in
the night.
weird thing: i knew where i was all day but i didn’t recognize most of the
thruway. like the major landmarks, sure, but– most of it did not look super
familiar, which was weird and like. unreal. why. what is going on with my
brain. idk. but it was disorienting.
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