ugh!

[dragonlady7]

I have so much to do today that I am wasting enormous amounts of time pacing around sighing over what the heck to do next. I feel like whatever I choose to do will mean that something else doesn't get done and it will be A Disaster!!! but if I don't pick a thing to do, I won't do anything today.
It's actually really stressing me out. I decided that I'd be OK if I just ran An Errand after lunch, but now I don't know what to make us for lunch and I'm totally hung up on that, so lunch may wind up being at like three o'clock after I've done pacing around.

I hate this, but "just buckle down and do it!" doesn't really work, because the feeling doesn't go away and I can't concentrate enough to finish any particular task.

I hate only having one day off at a stretch. I badly need to have two, or even three, days, so that I can waste half the first day, decide to just give up and do whatever leisure thing it is that I wanted to do, and then towards that first evening settle into a task and get things done that evening and the next morning before I start fretting about being out of time again. This is why I angled towards a part-time job while job hunting, but I never thought this one would eat my life to this extent. Urgh.

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