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I’m doing very badly at staying focused and finishing the damn novel. Clearly, being quiet and sitting by myself is not the way to go. I need some form of encouragement. But I feel like nobody’s particularly active today online.
I did lose my tiny mind last night and write about 3k of crack about @deputychairman‘s tags about the just-shower-thoughts post. I’ll put that up on AO3 but I feel like nobody’s around to read it right now, and I shamelessly need attention so I’m going to hang onto that until I think someone would actually read it. I *just* broke my 3-month silence on AO3, I need a little time to let that settle.
The problem is that the crack wants a sequel, and it really really wants Jess Pava to overcome her shyness and explain her sexual fantasies to Rey. Hey, man. When I write id, I really write id, okay?
None of this is helping me write the end of the novel, though. I sort of need somebody to talk to me about it or something but since I don’t know what to ask, that wouldn’t be much of a conversation.
It’s a hard transition, I think, to switch to trying to have something beta-read when you’re used to posting as you go. I got some really important and objectively phenomenal feedback on the first section, but at the moment I’ve mostly just got myself all twisted up worrying about if the second section is just too much to read and did I fuck up and blah blah unhelpful brainweasels. (I *am* perhaps justified in freaking out that the link to the second section didn’t work, though, I just am so bad at passwords that i’m afraid to log out to check.)
tl;dr it’s too quiet and I’m lonely and stressing myself out. I need to wrap this shit up because I’m going back out to the farm next week and there’s no time while I’m there.
So if you’re online, do drop me a line in chat, my dude is really absorbed in coding and I’m getting The Fear off this blinking cursor.
I’m doing very badly at staying focused and finishing the damn novel. Clearly, being quiet and sitting by myself is not the way to go. I need some form of encouragement. But I feel like nobody’s particularly active today online.
I did lose my tiny mind last night and write about 3k of crack about @deputychairman‘s tags about the just-shower-thoughts post. I’ll put that up on AO3 but I feel like nobody’s around to read it right now, and I shamelessly need attention so I’m going to hang onto that until I think someone would actually read it. I *just* broke my 3-month silence on AO3, I need a little time to let that settle.
The problem is that the crack wants a sequel, and it really really wants Jess Pava to overcome her shyness and explain her sexual fantasies to Rey. Hey, man. When I write id, I really write id, okay?
None of this is helping me write the end of the novel, though. I sort of need somebody to talk to me about it or something but since I don’t know what to ask, that wouldn’t be much of a conversation.
It’s a hard transition, I think, to switch to trying to have something beta-read when you’re used to posting as you go. I got some really important and objectively phenomenal feedback on the first section, but at the moment I’ve mostly just got myself all twisted up worrying about if the second section is just too much to read and did I fuck up and blah blah unhelpful brainweasels. (I *am* perhaps justified in freaking out that the link to the second section didn’t work, though, I just am so bad at passwords that i’m afraid to log out to check.)
tl;dr it’s too quiet and I’m lonely and stressing myself out. I need to wrap this shit up because I’m going back out to the farm next week and there’s no time while I’m there.
So if you’re online, do drop me a line in chat, my dude is really absorbed in coding and I’m getting The Fear off this blinking cursor.
