frustrated

[dragonlady7]

The last couple of days I have been pissed-off, scatterbrained, and ineffective, and have resorted to doing mindless tasks with great ferocity.

I'm running out of mindless tasks. The bathtub's scrubbed, I've got needle holes in all my fingers from binding eyelets, I can't face weeding the garden because that's too complex a task.

This mood has got to snap soon and I don't know how to make it do so, especially when bullshit keeps happening. Ugh!

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[greenworldgirl.livejournal.com]

Well, it could be worse. You oculd be me, still at work at 11pm just starting to warm up your second wind with a tray full of nasty, soggy safeway sushi and the internets.

Seriously though, when I get like that I take a moment and have a cup of tea.

[dragonlady7.livejournal.com]

I've taken a bunch of moments and had some tea and when that didn't work I tried tequila. No good so far.

But that sounds like suck, man. 11 pm and soggy safeway sushi don't sound nice.

Z has been putting in 11 hour days but at least, working from home, that means I can bring him sandwiches and make him coffee and get him beers.

I'm realizing that a lot of my wretched mood is that he's been so busy, though. I miss having him to talk to, and usually a good conversation snaps the mood. But he's too wound up in work, and when he's done, he's too fried to converse properly. Boo.