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dragonlady7Woke up stupid early. Was lying in bed, thinking.
Thinking. Yesterday morning it was really slow. I was behind the bar with my yellow legal pad out, working on my Endless Letter To Katy. I was going to sit and work on it over my break. I never got to take a break, because it got very busy.
...
I never put the yellow legal pad away.
I sat up, looked over the edge of the bed. There's my bag. I look in it. Yellow legal pad isn't there.
...
Left it on back bar. The closing bartender is a clean freak. I bet you anything he threw it out.
Eight days of letter to Katy.
Plus two years of random notes in the notebook's earlier pages.
Fuck.
Thinking. Yesterday morning it was really slow. I was behind the bar with my yellow legal pad out, working on my Endless Letter To Katy. I was going to sit and work on it over my break. I never got to take a break, because it got very busy.
...
I never put the yellow legal pad away.
I sat up, looked over the edge of the bed. There's my bag. I look in it. Yellow legal pad isn't there.
...
Left it on back bar. The closing bartender is a clean freak. I bet you anything he threw it out.
Eight days of letter to Katy.
Plus two years of random notes in the notebook's earlier pages.
Fuck.
