uh.

[dragonlady7]

I am so tired.
I wound up staying to close Landmark. Which isn't allowed to close now until the last flight boards. At 10:15.
i didn't leave until 10:40. My last customer who tipped me? (I acted as a cashier from then on, basically, selling prepackaged food and soda and getting no tips.) 7:30. So yeah. A long evening of nothing.
I am so tired.
I have to go back tomorrow at 11. For 8 hours. Then 8 1/2 Sunday. then 8 each day monday thru friday.
And I'm glad to have so many hours, really, and i'll make decent money, really, but I'm so tired already.

Am amused by the responses to the post about pants. I don't know, man. So far I haven't found any pants on the Internet either. Bleargh. I am FATED to wear ILL-FITTING PANTS!
You know it's bad when your livejournal posts read like Zippy the Pinhead strips. (Dave, what's the URL for Zippy?)

Am worried in that I posted a comment on a filtered entry someone wrote, I think it came out wrong, the person replied in an ambiguous way that might have meant they were offended, and now I can't access the post to reply to the reply, so am feeling a bit puzzled and worried that I've been a twit. (Unless it's a server error? It didn't say "you can't access this post" but it gave me a weird error and I don't know and... Muh, I am tired.) Oh well. I am sorry; I had just meant to attempt to say something perhaps consoling, and I do think it came out a bit dumb, but now I am tired and have little brainpower to spare to decide whether I've actually given offense or not. I think we all know that I am not exactly skilled with the social graces, so we can't expect success every time I try to communicate with other humans. This requires clear light of morning, i think.

Ugh, all I had for dinner was bread with lemon-dill hummus and feta cheese (Dave was hungry when he went grocery shopping, can you tell?) so my breath is just fabulous. Oh I am a champion at the Doing So Well At The Moment thing. Yes. Good night. I sleep right now.

Comments

[tehta.livejournal.com]

If that locked-post person is me, then it's because I realized the post was too whiny and took it private, and am certainly not offended. Just, well, whiny. And sorry if my response was weird. I was just trying to be reasonable about those drama-queen style people.

[dragonlady7.livejournal.com]

Is OK. By clear light (ok, not clear: it's snowing quite hard here [bastards] and so it's actually pretty dark this morning) none of it seems all that inexplicable. But I was very tired and my reading-comprehension skills weren't excellent and I couldn't help but sort of worry that I was misunderstanding something. So I am glad all is well. Er, well, not well per se, but at least not obnoxious.

(responding to both comments at once)

I am glad to know that my commenting isn't just annoying. I feel like i ought to say something, because I know sometimes I just have to post things on my Livejournal and have someone say, "There there sweetie", but it's nice if they say something a little more "i have actually read the post and comprehended your actual problem rather than just seen that you were unhappy" than that. It's not just whining, it's expressing that one is in distress, which is sometimes just... necessary. At least to write and post, if not to leave there as an enduring monument to, well, distress.

Pants:
Hm. The most frustrating thing about this whole damn ordeal is that I went to the Old Navy outlet this summer and bought three perfectly suitable pairs of pants for about $12 each, and now that the best one has worn out they don't have it anymore and all I can find are unsuitable pants for $80. The company will reimburse me up to $40.

But, my deadline has elapsed: I have no more time to shop and am going to spend the next seven days running around hitching up my pants and having no pockets to put things into. (Unless I find that one girl and mug her for her neat little apron. Where does one find a neat little apron like that? Gah.)

[tehta.livejournal.com]

Also, I really, really do appreciate your commenting. Thanks. And good luck on the pants I have might be these, only I paid about half that for mine during a sell-out sale so I suspect they aren't.