HAPPY FUZZY
Jan. 18th, 2005 08:43 ami miscalculated by 1/2 hr. and so thought i was going to be late and got up and started getting ready. this wasn't necessary.
so i have like ten minutes to kill.
and instead of brooding, i am going to think of things i like.
i like flowers. maybe if i gave dave money and sent him to the grocery store he could get me some so they'd be here when i got home and i'd feel better. although, if we're going away for two days then they'll just die while we're away, so that'd be sort of silly. maybe that's something for me to do later.
i like... soup. maybe there will be soup at local bar tonight that i can eat surreptitiously and it will be tasty.
i like... money. maybe i'll make some money today.
i like... snow. it is pretty. i went out and shoveled the walk and found it was shallower than i'd thought, and so my shoveling was unnecessary. but i was out there anyway so i did most of it.
and the snow is pretty, and maybe i'll have some time to take pictures of it this winter.
maybe if dave's not busy today i could give him the camera and send him around the neighborhood to take some pictures of the pretty snow.
hmm....
last week i was completely exhausted on tuesday morning and i made it through the whole day fine. so maybe i'll do the same today.
i am feeling much in need of a 3-hour conversation with Someone, but if we're going to visit my folks in Melrose, I'll have 12 hours in a car and maybe we can have good conversations then. And then I'll see my dog-niece and my mom and dad, and I'll have time to take pictures.
the house is a mess but i have ideas about how to make my room better, so that's good. not that i have time when i'm not tired or interested in something else to carry out these ideas, but perhaps someday i will miraculously become not lazy.
I am such a loser. Oh well.
so i have like ten minutes to kill.
and instead of brooding, i am going to think of things i like.
i like flowers. maybe if i gave dave money and sent him to the grocery store he could get me some so they'd be here when i got home and i'd feel better. although, if we're going away for two days then they'll just die while we're away, so that'd be sort of silly. maybe that's something for me to do later.
i like... soup. maybe there will be soup at local bar tonight that i can eat surreptitiously and it will be tasty.
i like... money. maybe i'll make some money today.
i like... snow. it is pretty. i went out and shoveled the walk and found it was shallower than i'd thought, and so my shoveling was unnecessary. but i was out there anyway so i did most of it.
and the snow is pretty, and maybe i'll have some time to take pictures of it this winter.
maybe if dave's not busy today i could give him the camera and send him around the neighborhood to take some pictures of the pretty snow.
hmm....
last week i was completely exhausted on tuesday morning and i made it through the whole day fine. so maybe i'll do the same today.
i am feeling much in need of a 3-hour conversation with Someone, but if we're going to visit my folks in Melrose, I'll have 12 hours in a car and maybe we can have good conversations then. And then I'll see my dog-niece and my mom and dad, and I'll have time to take pictures.
the house is a mess but i have ideas about how to make my room better, so that's good. not that i have time when i'm not tired or interested in something else to carry out these ideas, but perhaps someday i will miraculously become not lazy.
I am such a loser. Oh well.