Things That Have Made Me Cry Today

[dragonlady7]

• CNN. All day at work.
  "I had two children. I had one of my children in each of my arms," the mother says, breaking down and crying. "And the water came up, it came up over my head, and I knew I had to let go of one of them to save us. I knew I had to let go of one of my children. I had to let go of one of my children."
  Get the camera out of her face, you fucking jackals.



• I want to sleep. But the coughing noise wakes me up, and then I keep having these little mini-waking-nightmares about all kinds of stupid things, and I can't sleep. I just really want to sleep. And I can't yell at him for coughing, because that would make me an irrational, rampaging bitch.



• I am an irrational, rampaging bitch. This makes me very sad.



• If I can't sleep I want to at least do some work. I have three novels in progress at the moment. One of them needs editing. But I can't concentrate on it.
  
  
• I picked up another weekly shift and it makes 42 hours a week and it's still not enough.

MMUUUUHHHHH I just want to go to sleep and I CAN'T.