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Dec. 2nd, 2004 10:32 pmhrsmcog3xmfmxmfrgrghh.
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Have no brain.
Emotional stability = poor.
Busy.
Sleepy.
Tired.
Fried.
And still broke.
Only work one job tomorrow.
Maybe can have dinner with Dave.
And by dinner with Dave, I don't mean standing behind the bar stealing potato chips off his plate while he eats dinner and I'm working.
I told myself i shouldn't update about today because I'd just cry again, so I'm not going to. Suffice to say, today's over, and its events will not be repeated.
And now, for soemthing completely different: It's snowing!! Yay!!
Shfovwedkrgnxdlghweldhgcngmfxm.
gzzk...bzuh... mffgnnidjit.
Have no brain.
Emotional stability = poor.
Busy.
Sleepy.
Tired.
Fried.
And still broke.
Only work one job tomorrow.
Maybe can have dinner with Dave.
And by dinner with Dave, I don't mean standing behind the bar stealing potato chips off his plate while he eats dinner and I'm working.
I told myself i shouldn't update about today because I'd just cry again, so I'm not going to. Suffice to say, today's over, and its events will not be repeated.
And now, for soemthing completely different: It's snowing!! Yay!!
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Date: 2004-12-03 03:50 pm (UTC)Pay will come. Keep telling yourself that. Also, you'll get into the work habit and it won't be so hard. Keep telling yourself that one, too.
It *is* too bad that someone with your writing talent can't be making her living that way, but maybe someday.
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Date: 2004-12-03 05:23 pm (UTC)If it makes you feel any better, I do this trick whenever everything goes wrong at work. I learned it back in 12th grade.
See, when I was working at the movie theatre back in high school, my manager got irritated because we'd all spread out textbooks out on the counter in between movies and study. So she gave us a rousing speech one day, and I've never forgotten it.
She said, "I give you permission to not think about school once you walk through these doors. You do not have to think about tests, or homework, or any of the things your parents want you to worry about. I'm your boss and I'm paying you to not think about those things while you're here."
That sounds stupid, I suppose, but if you really let yourself believe it, it's really refreshing. So I convinced myself that when I'm not at work, I don't have to think about anything from work, and when I'm at work, I don't have to think about anything from home. It took awhile but now it's easy.
Try it, you'll see.