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oh man so i took a break from the suddenly-overly-flowery sex scene i was writing, right, because i read a pretty story and it was coloring everything too pretty, and i thought, i’ll just start a new scene, so i scrolled and looked for another gap bit i hadn’t started filling in, because it wouldn’t be so jarring if i had that in a different tone entirely, and so i sat and wrote this other scene, for a little later in the story right, and i haven’t exactly worked out the plot there, so here we go okay, i’m letting this character kind of drive, and whoa– they took a real hard left into angst, and i was like dang, that’s, that’s maybe a little more poignant than I really meant this to be, but, let’s see where this goes. and that worked out okay, and i was like, i should stop there. I mean, that’s heavy, but it resolves. So that’s okay. No, don’t keep writing. Stop there and step away.
*scroll scroll scroll* oh yeah here, this is a bit I really need to work out at least tentatively, so I can work in the bits that have to be there beforehand. where is this story going? let me do this future bit. oh, this is gonna be a little sad. that’s okay, that’s okay. Yeah, i can kinda put some breadcrumbs in so this won’t come outta nowhere.
ohhh man though, that’s kinda mean, if i do it this way. well, okay, i mean– nah, it’s not too bad it’ll be sort of, I can kind of– yeah. okay. this is going to be a little sad but into every life a little rain must fall. It’ll be, they’re adults, they can get through this.
And I finished it and looked back over it and jesus fuck that is utterly emotionally devastating what the fuck am i doing.
It’s perfect.
I need to go roll around in kittens for a minute. Holy fuck I’m mean.
oh man so i took a break from the suddenly-overly-flowery sex scene i was writing, right, because i read a pretty story and it was coloring everything too pretty, and i thought, i’ll just start a new scene, so i scrolled and looked for another gap bit i hadn’t started filling in, because it wouldn’t be so jarring if i had that in a different tone entirely, and so i sat and wrote this other scene, for a little later in the story right, and i haven’t exactly worked out the plot there, so here we go okay, i’m letting this character kind of drive, and whoa– they took a real hard left into angst, and i was like dang, that’s, that’s maybe a little more poignant than I really meant this to be, but, let’s see where this goes. and that worked out okay, and i was like, i should stop there. I mean, that’s heavy, but it resolves. So that’s okay. No, don’t keep writing. Stop there and step away.
*scroll scroll scroll* oh yeah here, this is a bit I really need to work out at least tentatively, so I can work in the bits that have to be there beforehand. where is this story going? let me do this future bit. oh, this is gonna be a little sad. that’s okay, that’s okay. Yeah, i can kinda put some breadcrumbs in so this won’t come outta nowhere.
ohhh man though, that’s kinda mean, if i do it this way. well, okay, i mean– nah, it’s not too bad it’ll be sort of, I can kind of– yeah. okay. this is going to be a little sad but into every life a little rain must fall. It’ll be, they’re adults, they can get through this.
And I finished it and looked back over it and jesus fuck that is utterly emotionally devastating what the fuck am i doing.
It’s perfect.
I need to go roll around in kittens for a minute. Holy fuck I’m mean.
