vicious cycle

[dragonlady7]

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so tired and sad

need to find something to make happy

post fic chapter! then comint! then happy!

too tired and sad to post fic chapter after the effort of dragging myself through writing it

(it’s good though! it’s good! i did it! it’s even been proofread! i just. need. to finish reading it over one time and then get the formatting done and then post it!)

no posty = no comint = so tired and sad

I am hoping that by writing this all out I can explain to my idiot brain how stupid all of this is but it’s sort of not working but i tried! i did spend all day not getting this done so hopefully tomorrow i can actually get this done. This is so dumb.

I’m just so tired.

(yes it’s the next bit of golden towers you know i have another bit of peace-tied almost ready too and then i also have literally this whole other story almost entirely written and i just can’t fuckign finish so welcome to hell) (Your picture was not posted)