ha, oh lord, there's slightly-post-adolescent Drama on there probably, coming up, I bet. My buddy Max from the first entry was the last semi-boyfriend I had before I met the current dude, but I definitely went through some uhhhh I had no idea about the concept of demisexuality and was really confused about why I couldn't date like normal people in there somewhere, and I'm not entirely sure about the chronology, and I was also really uhhh impressionable and everyone I met was either the best person ever who I loved endlessly, or a terrible person, and. Anyway, everything Happened So Much back then, it's exhausting to recall. i should be nicer to Today's Yoofs but I'm still exhausted.
My old Tumblr posts are hard because I first joined to participate in a Fatshionista Outfit Post Stravaganza and I'm so thin in those photos, I was like 30 pounds lighter than I am now and I was at the height of my roller derby career so most of my weight was in my quadriceps and hamstring muscles. Christ those are hard to look at now. And I think I don't look any different, but then... no, I'm super old now.
The killer one was one that had my dude in it. Oh my god his hairline. No, he needs to cut off his ponytail now. It's not good. That snuck up on me. Yikes.
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Date: 2018-12-12 09:15 pm (UTC)My old Tumblr posts are hard because I first joined to participate in a Fatshionista Outfit Post Stravaganza and I'm so thin in those photos, I was like 30 pounds lighter than I am now and I was at the height of my roller derby career so most of my weight was in my quadriceps and hamstring muscles. Christ those are hard to look at now. And I think I don't look any different, but then... no, I'm super old now.
The killer one was one that had my dude in it. Oh my god his hairline. No, he needs to cut off his ponytail now. It's not good. That snuck up on me. Yikes.