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naamahdarling
https://naamahdarling.tumblr.com/post/695698506753703936/i-cant-even-bring-myself-to-read-books-i-want-to
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naamahdarling
https://naamahdarling.tumblr.com/post/695697865289433088/im-sorry-i-cant-read-that-book-you-recommended
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I’m sorry I can’t read that book you recommended. Yeah, no, it’s just that
beginning something new that I don’t know if I’m in the mood for is to me
what plastic bags are to horses and if you play 30 seconds of an unfamiliar
audiobook I WILL spook and break two of my legs.
I can’t even bring myself to read books I WANT to read, what the fuck makes
anyone think they have more power over me than the dopamine-sucking rat
inside my own brain? You say a movie is super good and want me to watch it
so we can talk about it? No. That’s homework now. My brain selects what is
Acceptable based on something between ornithomancy and letting a cat knock
over some cups. Nobody understands it. I am ruled by it. Doctors refuse to
adequately medicate me for it. I will watch the latest Pixar movie when and
only when you prop my corpse in front of the television and the coins fall
off my eyes.
Yes this is about ADHD.
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