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bomberqueen17 replied to your post “my franklin expedition obsession has just spawned the most horrible…”
You know, sometimes writing a thing even if I know I won’t finish it is the best way for me to work through an idea, and i usually learn a lot about writing in the process, so I’m a huge fan of hitching your wagon to any idea that comes along and writing as much of it as you can before the obsession fades.
I may go ahead and do just that. I almost started writing a bit last night but ended up getting stuck on a sort of key early plot point. But I’ve never written an epistolary so I think it could be fun to try, and if I just go into it without setting any expectations then I won’t get too down on myself when it inevitably turns into an unmanageable monster. I already have 90 pages of dairy farm au that will never be published and I’d probably be a better writer if I could ditch my baggage about starting things and not finishing when I realize they’re too much for me. That’s the main thing that stops me from even writing in the first place.
I can’t even tell you how important it is to let yourself start things.
There is something to be said for the frustration that comes of so many starts and abandoned WIPS and nothing to show for it, yes. There really is; I won’t lie and say it’s always worth picking up a shiny new project every time a whim hits. So i’ve started trying to sort out my self-talk styles into useful and not. There is a point in chastising myself for not working on something that I both want to and can easily finish; there is a point in not letting myself start new projects that I’m not all that committed to and know I won’t get far on. But there’s no point in just yelling at myself, and if I work too hard on talking myself down then I’m putting a ton of effort into not doing anything, which is a terrible thing to commit so much effort to.
I’ve found over the years that when that spark really starts, I can genuinely learn a ton about the craft of writing from pursuing it. And so, while I don’t generally jump into every idea I get because that’s proven unsatisfying, if I am genuinely stirred by something, then I know chasing that spark as long as it lasts will net me enough output that I can go back through it later and find it satisfying. Even if it never amounts to anything on its own, I can pick good bones out of it to use for something else (or sometimes, not bones really, but more like… the technique for making the sauce, to stretch a metaphor to near-breaking– this dish never amounted to anything but that sauce had real promise if I used stock instead of water next time), or at least have made enough of a world that I can re-immerse myself later and see what appealed to me so much.
And occasionally, you do find a spark that’s got enough for you to chase it out into a finished piece, and that’s incredibly rewarding. You’ll get farther along that route, the more times you’ve chased a spark before, I find– you don’t get farther every time, but you learn more every time and it is cumulative, even if it’s not a linear progression.
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