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I am hopelessly charmed by getting tagged in a post about chicken processing and flying shit. My day is complete.

HAHA I was hoping, afterward, that you weren’t someone who would really object to that. But I figured, well, hell, someone who was really grossed out by all that probably would not be such a frequent flier in my mentions, because it’s kind of What I Do. 

(For Christmas I asked for ‘a nice sturdy jacket that will hold up to washing if i get pig shit on it’ because i need one.)

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But THERE’S TONS OF FICS WITH FUCKING KRENNIC??? AND KRENNIC AND JYN WAS THE SECOND MOST POPULAR SHIP LAST TIME I CHECKED, WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE

Really???? Man I do not get the appeal there. 
Like, if you want a fucked up incestuous angsty Jyn ship, Jyn/Bodhi is right there. 

SHIT TUMBLR DELETED THE REST OF MY TAGS. 

‘you know my father?’ she says bodhi lights up like a fucking candle bodhi loves her father he VISIBLY loves her father Jyn’s feelings for her father have been so dulled and blunted by pain and loss over the years that when she pushes on the emotional scar tissue over her missing parents she only feels a faint ache and here bodhi is bleeding and frightened and fervent with love for her fatherJyn’s lost papa and then TWO MINUTES LATER her father dies in her arms she yells at cassian but she can barely look at bodhi because bodhi is huddled in on himselfhopeless now the way he wasn’t before he’s grieving Galen Erso. Jyn didn’t know Galen Erso. She’s grieving her Papa and her Papa has been lost for fifteen years she’s JEALOUS of bodhi’s grief and when they get to Yavin 4 when they have a night to breathe before the council he tries to tell her how sorry he is and it makes Jyn furiousthe different magnitudes of their losses–the different scopes of their grief–she can’t bear it ‘tell me about him’ she demands they get drunk and jyn gets angrier and bodhi gets sadder he tells her that her father was kind and her father was brave and her father always tried to help those he could
THE BEST PART IS WHAT COMES NEXT: 
because Bodhi is drunk and dully terrified and grieving (NOT JUST GALEN. JEDHA. EADU. HE HAD FRIENDS IN EADU AND JEDHA WAS HIS HOME), he says something inadvisable about Galen’s beautiful hands and Galen’s dark eyes
and Jyn goes super still and says in a very flat voice: “Did you fuck my father?” 
And of COURSE Bodhi fucked her father, so he just stares at her helplessly. 
And Jyn can’t bear it, because she has been missing her father her whole life, and here Bodhi is and Bodhi had him, all of him, and she doesn’t want to fuck her father but she wants everything Bodhi has with a jealous, vicious want, so she grabs his jaw and gives him a harsh kiss. 
And then they have weird fragile pseudo-incestuous sex that starts out with Bodhi crying and ends up with Jyn crying silently into his shoulder while Bodhi strokes her hair with a shaking hand and tells her over and over again that her father loved her, her father missed her, her father wanted her to be happy. 
WHO NEEDS KRENNIC WHEN YOU HAVE THAT. 

I’m going to do it I’m going to do a

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I’m going to do it I’m going to do a stupid fluffy AU with the Rogue One peeps and I’m going to eventually or immediately cross it over with Found Cat because WHY NOT

but here’s the thing

Found Cat was great because I had a super-great tropey meet-cute (and BEDSHARING) like right off the bat

I need a trope for Cassian/Bodhi, and I gotta make it good. 

liiiiike shit I think I just saw my crazy ex so I let myself in your unlocked car door while you were at the curb please don’t think I’m carjacking you

or hmmm 

i want to do some kind of trope where cassian is pretending to something for some reason, to give a kind of homage to his canon identity as a spy, and like– maybe he’s playing a part and so the whole relationship with bodhi is supposed to be acting (which of course b doesn’t know), like, for cover, and then he’s got to wind things up and leave town and he can’t because he’s too genuinely in love but then if it’s real life I have to figure out what he could possibly have been lying about that’d be trivial enough for him to in the end just be like nEVER miND LVOE CONQuERS ALL

I just don’t know !!!! !! !! ! ! !

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Oscar Isaac reads Richard Feynman letter to his wife, Arline. (Letters Live)

Transcript

October 17, 1946
D’Arline,
I adore you, sweetheart.
I know how much you like to hear that—but I don’t only write it because you like it—I write it because it makes me warm all over inside to write it to you.
It is such a terribly long time since I last wrote to you—almost two years but I know you’ll excuse me because you understand how I am, stubborn and realistic; and I thought there was no sense to writing.
But now I know my darling wife that it is right to do what I have delayed in doing, and that I have done so much in the past. I want to tell you I love you. I want to love you. I always will love you.
I find it hard to understand in my mind what it means to love you after you are dead—but I still want to comfort and take care of you—and I want you to love me and care for me. I want to have problems to discuss with you—I want to do little projects with you. I never thought until just now that we can do that. What should we do. We started to learn to make clothes together—or learn Chinese—or getting a movie projector. Can’t I do something now? No. I am alone without you and you were the “idea-woman” and general instigator of all our wild adventures.
When you were sick you worried because you could not give me something that you wanted to and thought I needed. You needn’t have worried. Just as I told you then there was no real need because I loved you in so many ways so much. And now it is clearly even more true—you can give me nothing now yet I love you so that you stand in my way of loving anyone else—but I want you to stand there. You, dead, are so much better than anyone else alive.
I know you will assure me that I am foolish and that you want me to have full happiness and don’t want to be in my way. I’ll bet you are surprised that I don’t even have a girlfriend (except you, sweetheart) after two years. But you can’t help it, darling, nor can I—I don’t understand it, for I have met many girls and very nice ones and I don’t want to remain alone—but in two or three meetings they all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real.
My darling wife, I do adore you.
I love my wife. My wife is dead.

Rich.
PS Please excuse my not mailing this—but I don’t know your new address.

reyfinndameron: Here are my favorite quotes and details from the Rogue One novelization about Bodhi,

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Here are my favorite quotes and details from the Rogue One novelization about Bodhi, under a cut as this is long and has spoilers.

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I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT IF YOU WANTED TO WRITE BODHI/CASSIAN I WOULD BE 10000% HERE FOR THAT (hell

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Well hello! :)

My usual method is to write a close-to-canon epic, get bogged down in plot, and start cranking out fluff or porn AUs as I try to cope, but I honestly can’t see where in canon to insert anything, given the nature of the beast. 

I do have a canon thing that’s tying in with the other canon thing, and that’s fine, that’ll work, that’ll be cool, but I can’t fit Bodhi into it because of course they don’t meet before the movie and I’d have to work on a totally unrelated segment in order to get him in there, and ditto for the other characters.

SO.

Fluff AU it is, probably. 

All my ideas so far are too plotty, though. It’s hard, it really is. 

And all of it is somewhat hampered by the fact that I want to read it, not write it!!!! LOL. That’s true for all of it, though.