Feb. 8th, 2005

nngh

Feb. 8th, 2005 08:34 am
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (Default)
am coated in cortisone and huddling miserably in the bed wearing gloves so i can use the keyboard.
plz excuse typos bc of gloves.
stupidly, i decided to wait until this morning to shower because then my wet hair would be easier to style into braids (am still on campaign of Look, I Don't Play With My Hair At Work So Stop Trying To Pin Customer Complaints About Other People On Me).

So this morning, my shower gave me an eczema flare.
i am itchy and swollen and stinging-- elbows, backs of knees, shins, and hands. And the back of my neck too.

And I'm about to go wash dishes and wipe down countertops for 15 hours.


Yay!

There had just better be something good on this friendspage or in my inbox when I get home at midnight, that's all. I always get home and open my browser and check Gmail and LJ thinking "man I've been away a whole day, I bet something cool will have accumulated" and there's never anything really for me. *pouts* I know I am petulant and selfish and unreasonable but I am in dire need of venting my selfishness, petulance, and unreasonability so that I can go to work and not cuss at people.

And oh yes, I no longer have Wednesdays off to recuperate. Good, because I still haven't accumulated enough money from working to pay the bills, but bad because I will be blistering by then, all over my cracked and bleeding little hands, and I probably won't be very sunshiney.

$()%&#$*()&#*!!!
dragonlady7: self-portrait but it's mostly the DSLR in my hands in the mirror (WAAA)
one of those lines that needs to be repeated more often.

am between both jobs, things were stupid at the first one, didn't make any money, squabbled over stupid money things with Dave (he wasted the whole day at Social Services because he coudln't figure out my math or whether we're eligible for assistance with our heat bill, and is understandably pissed), am in tears, am sad and broke and my hands are itching. As is my face and I don't know why. (At least I don't get face eczema. God, please don't let me get face eczema. that would be fucking ridiculous.)

But I love you all and will write my love for you later tonight because I love you all.
And you too, Dave.

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