Got out of shower and determined that I now have a full-on eczema flare:
It had been going well-- usually soapy water gives me eczema flares between my fingers, but even with all the dishwashing bartenders do the skin on my hands had been entirely under control with judicious moisturizer, and I'd theorized that perhaps the disinfectant we use on glassware at LocalBar was somehow beneficial to my skin.
I think perhaps this flare might be stress-related-- that's usually the final necessary factor. Why it didn't happen during my Week Of Double Shifts, I don't know, except that perhaps I was just tired then, and not so stressed. Towards the end of my time at the software company, I had eczema so bad that the weird, wrinkly skin (the doctor called it 'eczema sign') extended onto some of the pads of my fingers, to the point that my fingerprints were distorted. (This mattered because the company started taking attendance with a fingerprint-activated sign-in device.) And it slowly went away while I was unemployed, to the point that my hands looked like those of a 25-year-old again instead of a 75-year-old.
Anyhow. Hi, itching and pain. I hadn't missed you. Could you go away again?
Please?
Crap.
- on the insides of both elbows
- between eight of my fingers
- on the back of one hand
- on the palm of the other hand
- on both shins
- on my chest of all places, above where my shirt hits so it's visible in my uniform
It had been going well-- usually soapy water gives me eczema flares between my fingers, but even with all the dishwashing bartenders do the skin on my hands had been entirely under control with judicious moisturizer, and I'd theorized that perhaps the disinfectant we use on glassware at LocalBar was somehow beneficial to my skin.
I think perhaps this flare might be stress-related-- that's usually the final necessary factor. Why it didn't happen during my Week Of Double Shifts, I don't know, except that perhaps I was just tired then, and not so stressed. Towards the end of my time at the software company, I had eczema so bad that the weird, wrinkly skin (the doctor called it 'eczema sign') extended onto some of the pads of my fingers, to the point that my fingerprints were distorted. (This mattered because the company started taking attendance with a fingerprint-activated sign-in device.) And it slowly went away while I was unemployed, to the point that my hands looked like those of a 25-year-old again instead of a 75-year-old.
Anyhow. Hi, itching and pain. I hadn't missed you. Could you go away again?
Please?
Crap.
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Date: 2004-12-15 05:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 09:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-16 12:25 am (UTC)This flare didn't develop blisters, and I doused it thoroughly with my $100 tube of The Strongest Topical Cortico-Steroid Prescription They'll Give You, that I got last year while things were cracking and bleeding and I was at the point where I was trying to minimize showering because it meant my hands had to contact soap. (Wearing rubber gloves in the shower: doesn't work.)
And now it's doing all right-- back down to just the weird-textured skin, and not really swollen or painful. So I can recommend Psorcon-E---- but this is the same stuff that doesn't do a thing when there are blisters, and if a flare is determined it's determined and steroids won't help. So... there's nothing that really works any more than a strong suggestion, and i would love to know how much of it is controlled by my own brain deciding whether to make me suffer. Cuz I could save myself a bunch on this ointment crap. (Actually, just the one tube has done me for two years now.)
My regimen also includes a ridiculously expensive anti-aging cream from Lancome that I found out about by accident-- my sister got a free sample, i was desperate for moisturizer, i put it on my hands and my eczema felt better. It's by Lancôum;me (they have counters in all the department stores), called Rénergie and is like $87 a canister and is meant to combat wrinkles and firm agéd skin, but holy cow, it helps heal the weird textured eczema sign! (I also put it under my eyes because while I resent that looking 19 makes people take me less seriously, i don't actually want to look like my mom either. Yay paranoia, marketing has worked on me!)
I shall have to try tea tree oil-- I used to use that on my face against acne and it felt really clean. I should think anything so astringent could help, because really I have my hands in soap and water every day, but the disinfectant in the rinse water really helps I think. (Also, the soap isn't very strong.) I know eczema is related to asthma, in that it's the body's inflammatory response to something, but I don't know what, except that perhaps bacteria have been implicated. Shrug! All's I know is, i try not to do dishes.
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Date: 2004-12-16 12:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-16 04:36 am (UTC)