dragonlady7: an image of a snowflake (snowflake)
My coworker had resolved to come in today, but as he was on a major street close to his house he was overtaken by an actual snowmobile, and when he stopped to buy coffee, as was his custom, he discovered that the coffee shop was closed.
So he turned around and went home.

Immediately after that, the lake effect band swung north and we're in it now. It's meant to recede by evening, though, so I should be able to go home by 5 or so.

The ice cream shop remains closed, though. We stare through the windows at it disconsolately every so often. (I have to go downstairs to do that; there are no windows up here.)

I've fucked around, since there's no supervision, until I've had a surfeit of fucking around, and I just want to go home. I know I won't have the energy to do anything when I get there, but I want to start a new sewing project, and all I can do here is fret and think about it. I won't do it, though, when I get there, so. I might as well sit here and get paid. I've put out a few things that could have blossomed into fires without me here, so there's that; it's not futile. I'm just not being super productive.
I listened to folk music all morning and now I've moved on to early-00s gay club bangers. It's not as liberating as you'd think.

We have had 0 customers all day-- but there's a lot for the photo lab to do, and I've had a normal amount of online orders.

I have been fucking around by writing a tiny fic for Uprooted, which we'll see if I can ever make have enough of a punchline to get posted. I am so jealous of all of you who can write exquisite little 1000-word things. Mine's 3,800 words and hasn't decided whether it has a point yet. And it's not a big fandom, so it's not like I'll get many readers of it. Especially since I think it's going to be 100% introspection and 0 action or sex. So like. Well-- whatever. It's better than not writing anything, which was what else was going to happen.

Oh yeah-- yesterday when unsupervised I made a bunch of new icons, so-- I probably won't use them, since I'm so thoroughly out of the habit, but there we go! A snowflake.

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Jan. 31st, 2019 07:22 am
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It is currently back up to 0, so that's great.
Also, currently, no snow here! the lake effect band wobbled off southward, where it belongs. But it's set to swing back up this way later.

I have not yet gotten up to look out the window to see how much snow fell. (When I first got up it was too dark to really see, and the sun rose in this beautiful delicate-but-fierce pastel rainbow up the window, and i was just too tired to go look. A photographer friend on Instagram got a shot from her apartment downtown, though, through the screen, and I was like "ah yes, I could have gotten a better shot because there's no screen in my window, should've done that, didn't." It's a funny weird thing, this strange sense of responsibility I feel to document things as a photographer? It's thirty years' habit now, almost. And it hasn't netted me that many good images. You'd think I'd give up, but no. Weird how that works.

The wind seems moderate for the moment, so now's really the time for me to get up and get out there and clear snow. But I don't want to. I really don't. I should try to identify why I'm so reluctant to move. It's not like yesterday was bad. It's not like I was ever afraid. It's not like 0 is that cold.

The entire county is still in a state of emergency and there's a list of highway closures as long as my arm but nothing local. Travel ban in a bunch of the Southtowns, but not up here. I can't find a good list of what's actually going on, and it's not snowing right now. Sigh.

Oh, a note on who's not taking this storm off-- the mail carrier came by twice yesterday, and told us he'd return at 2:30 to pick up our packages for the day (he usually drops off at like 10 am and picks up at like 6pm), but then came early, which I'd anticipated and had everything ready for him already. A customer then told us that the local branch of the Post Office was closed, which never happens! So that's interesting.

I don't know-- I have to dig my car out anyway, and I won't get paid if I don't go in, but I'm just so tired. It's not like, a go-back-to-bed tired, I'm just weirdly drained. tmi menstruation )Our banjo lesson for tonight was already cancelled because of a scheduling conflict on the teacher's end, anyway, so there's that small mercy.

Someone please take my decision-making responsibility away, that's clearly what I really want.

Ugh if I don't dig myself out, the store manager will feel obligated to come retrieve me, and I don't want that, I don't want the nice guys downstairs to think they have to squire me around when I own a perfectly functional car that I just haven't managed to get out of the driveway because Dude has me parked. Sigh.

You know what I really want to do today? I want to make the muslin of a quilted vest I've been wanting to make myself. That's what I really want to do today. Sigh. I saw a pattern designer I follow on Instagram post a photo of herself in a quilted dress and I was so jealous of it. It's like, a 50s-style full-skirt dress, and she had the skirt quilted at a quilt shop. What a great fucking idea! Ugh. I want a quilted wool petticoat and a knee-length quilted wool robe lined in silk, why do I not own these things? That's the kind of wardrobe I want. The vest will, in its final version, be made of scrap wool salvaged from various sources, because I am still not allowed to buy fabric ever.
dragonlady7: an image of a snowflake (snowflake)
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fabledshadow replied to your post “ok so a travel advisory is in place for all of the city of buffalo,…”

Please be super careful! Best travel wishes!

Thanks! Ha, I cheated. I texted with a coworker who lives nearby and he was like “oh i’m going in too” and so I hiked out to the main road and across it, and then waited and he picked me up. So that was easy.

I walked about a tenth of a mile, in the road because the sidewalks were impassable, and oh my gosh. Nobody’s taking today off– either they’re peons who don’t get paid days off so it’s work or don’t pay rent, OR they’re important and so can’t take a day off at the drop of a hat, and as a consequence everyone is on the road except the school buses. 

So I got that far, and stood in a rut next to the road feeling the inside of my nose freeze, and thought, “well, I could make it the rest of the way, but I’d be miserable and might get hit by a car,” and had time to be glad I hadn’t refused my coworker’s offer before he showed up. 

The roads aren’t bad– it’s not slick snow, not heavy or wet or anything, it’s pretty powdery. But there’s a foot of it, and it’s in the way, and we’re going to get heavy wind all day.

So we’ll see what happens. The coworker is also the store manager and said he told everyone else not to come in, it’s just him and another long-time employee who lives very close. They figure they can handle it. So I’m here for the whole online department, and they’re here for the rest, and probably there won’t be a lot to do, but I’m getting paid twenty-five cents above minimum to be here so I’m gonna be here. *shrug*
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ok so a travel advisory is in place for all of the city of buffalo, town of tonawanda, city of tonawanda, town of amherst etc., which certainly encompasses me, but like… that doesn’t mean i can’t drive, right?

hell, i’ll walk. fine. 

(don’t worry. i actually have two layers of balaclava, which i wore yesterday along with a hat, and had to pull down because i was dying of heat because it was actually 20 degrees, the wind chill advisory didn’t start until today. so i think i got this. and if the sidewalks aren’t clear i’ll walk in the road, because nobody’s supposed to be driving on it.)
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