six months
Jun. 20th, 2021 07:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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tomorrow’s six months since dad died and i’m super sad folks. just super sad. it’s a bummer. i don’t recommend this.
and every time someone complains about their shitty dad i’m like struck with this thing i can’t express, about how sad i am for them, but also for me, because my dad was not shitty, he was a great dude, and i’m just real fucking sad, and i have not one time managed to express precisely what bums me out so much about that, because– i guess– it’s not fair that your shitty dad is shitty and is there being a shitty dad, and mine is not here but he wasn’t shitty. and i am completely fucking inarticulate about this and haven’t managed to explain myself at all, but that’s all i have, so. sorry.
it’s gonna be another few months until we get to even have a funeral or anything and i just feel like it’s not real but at this point i know it is. it’s not even like a funeral would help. i dunno.
anyway. F minus, do not recommend, zero stars, don’t do it, don’t lose your dad. (Your picture was not posted)